Found In The Wild Waves

Chapter 21

Rejection...

I stared at the ceiling of my room. I safely arrived home kahit na buong araw akong wala sa sarili. I kept on thinking what happened last night and i don't know how i should really feel or do about it.

Nang maghiwalay ang mga labi namin ay hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin. Lalayo ba ako o dapat ko ba siyang sampalin? Pero kasalanan ko din naman dahil may papikit pikit pa kong nalalaman, 'di ba?

I am already panicking inside. What should i do now?

"Starting today, i am officially courting you. I am not asking you, but i'll do everything to make you mine whether you like it or not." seryosong sabi niya.

Napatitig ako sa mukha niya. Hindi pa nga ako nakakamove on sa ginawa namin, may sasabihin naman siyang ganito ngayon?

"H-ha?"

"You're still allowed to hang out with other boys, but i can be jealous so easily specially when yoy're with that Ryle. Even if i don't want you to be so near him, i cannot ask you for that because he came to yoyr life before i did and i know how special he is to you, but please just don't be so sweet to him. It's driving me crazy. But you are allowed to be sweet to me because i'll be your man and you're my chubby little crying baby."

Ang hirap intindihin ng sinabi niya. I still can't process anything!

"But-"

I was caught off guard when he kissed me on my cheek.

"No buts. You are mine only and i'm not planning on sharing you with anyone."

Hinawakan niya ang kamay ko kaya naman doon bumaling ang tingin ko.

"Let's go back. You have to get some rest."

And that was all i can remember. Even if a day has already passed, i still can't understand fully what's happening with him, me, and us.

Nabg pauwi na kami ay hindi na siya cold sa'kin. I actually felt relieved pero tuwing maiisip ang dahilan kung bakit maayos na kami, pakiramdam ko ay nababaliw na lang ako!

Inis kong sinabunutan ang sarili ko. My mind is already a mess at pakiramdam ko ay masisiraan na ako ng bait!

I was just supposed to have a break down last night, bu he came and suddenoy confessed to me!

Inis kong inabot ang phone ko sa bed side table at dinial ang number niya.

"Hey!" Masiglang bati niya.

"Areyou busy?" Tanong ko.

"Hindi naman. Why? Do you have problem? Want me to come over."

Napangiti ako sa mga tanong niya. I know i can always count on him.

"Bored na kasi ako dito sa bahay. Gala tayo?"

"Woah! Si Angel ba talaga 'to? Please bring Angel back!"

Pinagsasabi nito?

"Baliw ka na ba?"

He laughed.

"The Angel i know would never ask me to hang out lalo na kung outdoor 'yon! So, you want me to pick you up?"

"I'm just bored. Let's just meet in the mall, okay?"

"Okay. Be there in 30 minutes."

"Okay!"

Gaya ng napag-usapan ay nagkita kami sa mall. Napangiti na lang ako nang makita kung gaano siya kagwapo sa suot niya.

"What do you want to do first?"

"Let's eat first. I'm hungry!" parang batang sabi ko.

He chuckled and pinched my cheeks kaya naman sinamaan ko siya ng tingin. Nang matapos kaming kumain ay inaya ko naman siya sa may arcade.