Found In The Wild Waves

Chapter 50

Finally Yours...

One week had passed since Dylan and i talked at wala na akong ibang narinig pa mula kay Dylan. When Lance, together with the others, and i met, Dylan wasn't there and i was actually thankful for it. I just don't know what to say after what happened that night.

Halos lahat sila ay naiilang sa'kin. Naninibago pa rin lalo na si Rhyss dahil hindi naman naging maganda ang huli naming alaala sa isa't isa, but we're casual with each other and i'm good with that.

We talked about what happened to all of us for the past four years. They told me that they were really sad when i decided to go away and that they have no idea where they can see me again and if we will ever see each other again. Ramdam ko rin na may kaunting tampo sila sa'kin, but we all know that what's done is done. I can't also deny that i miss being with them. Nakakalungkot pero tulad ng sinabi ko ay hindi ko na hiilingin pa na nasa tabi nila ako sa loob ng apat na taon na 'yon.

Si Lance at Jace ay tulad pa rin ng dati na mapang-asar. Halos walang nag bago sa kanila, but they don't need to change anything about them. They are really fine as they are. Jace and Klare are still together and already planning for their marriage. I'm really happy for the both of them, but i'm afraid that i won't be here on their wedding. Lance already has a girlfriend, but wasn't able to bring her here dahil may naunang lakad na 'to while Rhyss is still single. Wala na akong masiyadong nalaman tungkol sa kaniya aside sa she's currently applying to be a flight attendant.

Napadalas din ang pag labas naming dalawa ni Tyler and one time, he finally told me his real feelings. I don't know what i should do about it. Apat na taon na ang nakalioas pero ako pa rin daw ang gusto niya. Should i believe him and give him a chance this time or not?

Due to that, Denise often teases me about Tyler. Hindi ko na nga alam kung matatawa na lang ba ako or maiinis. She often tells me na it's finally time to give second chance in my love life. Hindi naman daw masama and suportado din naman ng parents ko ang idea na 'yon. Halos ipagtulakan na nga niya ako dito dahil alam naman daw niyang walang masamang intensyon si Tyler kung hindi ang mahalin daw ako. Wala naman din daw masamang piliin ko naman ang taong nag stay sa tabi ko noong mga panahong pinipili ko 'yung taong iniwan ako.

Just like today, Tyler and i are going out of town with Denise. Noong una pa nga ay ayaw ni Denise sumama dahil magiging third wheel lang daw siya pero pinilit ko talaga siyang sumama. Matagal na din naman kasi kaming nasa US so it's a good opportunity to have a real vacation here.

I just kept on taking pictures of the view. Halos lahat ng atensyon ko ay wala sa mga kasama ko dahil naaaliw ako ganda ng lugar kaya naman hindi ko na namalayan na gabi na pala. We ate on a known restaurant there before going to our hotel room, but Denise wemt to her room first dahil sa pagod kaya naman kami lang ang naiwan ni Tyler dito.

"Do you want to take a walk?" Biglang anyaya sa'kin ni Denise.

Tumango ako kaya naman sabay kaming nag lakad sa labas ng hotel. Sobrang tahimik ng lugar kaya naman pakiramdam ko ay narerelax ang utak ko. Umihip ang malakas na hangin kaya naman napayakap ako sa sarili ko. Sa gilid ko naman ay narinig kong natawa si Tyler.

"Here. Wear this."

Ipinatong niya sa balikat ko ang jacket niya kaya naman bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko.

"Masiyadong malamig. Baka magkasakit ka."

Iniwas ko ang tingin ko sa kaniya saka tipid na ngumiti.

"Sanay na ako sa lamig."

He just pinched to tip of my nose saka kami muling nag lakad. Akala ko ay hindi na kami mag-uusap ulit pero bigla siyang humarap sa'kin at ngumiti ng matamis.