kirai┇izone ff ✅

0047

✥ 0047 // CONTINUE THIS?

// JOYURI's

"Nako, balita ko napaaway daw kayo ni Hiichan kasama si Yena eonnie. What happened?" Tanong ni Chaewon na kasalukuyang nakaupo sa higaan namin.

Nagkatinginan naman ang dalawang hapon dahil sa tanong na yun.

Kaming 5 nalang ang natitira dito sa secret room, ako, si Yujin, si Nako eonnie at Hiichan eonnie pati si Chaewon eonnie.

"What happened?" Tanong ko rin, napalingon din naman sila sa'kin dahil sa pagsasalita ko.

"Uhm, actually di rin namin alam"  She said uncertainly.

"You two obviously know, ayaw nyo lang sabihin" Singit ni Yujin na nakaupo malayo saamin, she isn't looking at us nakatulala lang sya pero nakikinig pala sya saamin. She talks like she's not the youngest, she changed.

"Sabihin nyo na, wala naman sigurong masama kung sasabihin nyo saamin malalaman din naman namin yan if we're going to ask someone outside" Sabi ulit ni Chaewon eonnie, napatingin sila Nako saakin.

It must've been because of me.

"Yena eonnie heard that Gyuri was saying bad things to Yuri eonnie, kaya nagalit sya" Hitomi eonnie narrated, napayuko naman ako. So it's because of me.

"Then Eunbi eonnie saw the commotion, kinausap nya kami we will do community service 2 weeks as a punishment."

"I'm sorry" I said, hindi ko napigilan ang mga luha ko it suddenly fall from my eyes.

"No, don't say sorry. Hindi mo kasalanan okay?" Nako, said as she go near me.

"Hindi, it's actually my fault. Kung... kung hindi lang sana ako naging mahina hindi sana to mangyayari lahat" I said while wiping my tears na patuloy parin sa pagbuhos.

"Don't say that, huwag mong sisihin ang sarili mo. This is all our fault kasi nakipag-away kami" Sabi naman ni Hitomi eonnie, hindi na ako nagsalita. Kahit anong sabihin nila, alam kong dahil saakin kaya nangyayari to.

They hugged me, except for Yujin na nakaupo nga malayo saamin. She's just staring at us.

"Huwag mo na ulit sisisihin ang sarili mo huh, magkasama tayong lahat normal lang na ipaglaban ka namin" Chaewon eonnie said as she gently tapped my head.

Nagsasawa na ako maging mahina, gusto ko ako naman ang gumawa ng paraan para tulungan silang lahat.

Pinunasan ko ang luha ko at ngumiti nang pilit sakanila, they look at me with sincere smiles. I don't deserve them at all.

Natapos na ang pagdadrama, we're now talking about random stuffs habang ako malalim ang iniisip.

"I'll go visit Minjoo eonnie in her dorm" Yujin said coldly, she went out of the room without looking at us.

"She's really affected about Wonyoung's suicide" I said silently. Tumayo si Chaewon eonnie sa higaan at nag-ayos na.

"Susunod ako kay Yujin, it's our dorm after all" Sabi nya at lumabas na rin.

Tatlo nalang kaming natitira dito sa secret room, the two of them are talking to each other. Nakikinig lang ako sa usapan nila, hindi na ako nakisali.

Yumuko nalang ako at nilaro ang mga kamay ko, what should I do?

"He even left to save the girl, ang romantic diba?" Napaangat ang tingin ko kay Nako eonnie na kasalukuyang nagkukwento tungkol sa Korean drama na napanood nya.