Emily POV
I was sitting in the conference watching (Y/N) Snapchat story of her hanging out with her teammate. I thought back to when I knew I lost her.
I was looking for (Y/N) at the hotel since no one has seen her since she left the locker room and her things were no longer in her room.
I need to find her fix this, I can't lose her. I don't know why I froze. I love her no matter what her career is. I was just scared of what would come with her being a soldier.
"Did you find her?" Alex asked, appearing around the corner. She was freaking out at this point.
"No"
"How could I lose my baby sisters?" She asked panickly as she paced the lobby, where all the team had gathered.
We had all felt bad about how the situation went down.
That when we saw Dawn walk into the lobby and had a sober look on her face
"Dawn!" Kelley yelled catching her attention "have you seen (Y/N)?" As we saw dawn debt what do say causing Alex to rush to her
"Tell me where my sister is! I need to know she is okay!" Alex pretty much was in tears at this point as Ash came over and wrapped an around her
I just stared at Dawn, desperately waiting to here were (Y/n) was.
"She left, I just dropped her off at the airport" Dawn said looking disappointed at everyone and stopping at me before she left.
We all stood there and watched before I felt Allie's glare land on me
"What did you do?" She said as I looked guilty at my feet
I felt someone shove me and I looked up to see Alex.
She was glaring at me "what did you do? She wouldn't have just left over the team being mad at her" she seethed at me
"I fucked up and she broke up with me" I mumbled as I felt the guilty and heartbreak hit me again, now that I known I can't fix it. Tears started full my eyes just thinking about that
"Emily" I heard Kelley said as I looked up and they saw me. I saw Kelley pull Alex away as Alex just looked shocked
"She broke up with you?" Lindsey said to confirm what I said and I could just nod as tears fell and Kelley pulled me into a hug
"How'd you fuck up?" Kelley asked "we need to figure out how to fix it"
"She asked if would still be with her if she joined the military. I don't know why but I hesitate and before I could answer. She took that as a no and left" I said as more tears fell and I felt Alex look at me before she just left and pulled her phone. I'm guessing to try to contact (Y/N).
"You know staring sadly at your phone isn't going to do anything, right?" Lindsey said taking a seat next to me causing to turn my glare to her.
"Think she is going to come to this came? I mean she didn't come to the November one and hasn't spoken to anyone from the team" Mal said taking a seat next to Lindsey
"I wonder if Alex and her made up? Alex was so upset when (Y/n) only showed up for thanksgiving day and barely talked to her" lindsey said as I just listen
That when I heard Mal gasp as the door opened causing me to turn and look.
It was Alex and (Y/n) and they were laughing over something. I felt my mood drop even more. She was happy with out me.
(Y/N) POV
I walked into the conference room with Alex and felt everyone's eyes on me as I took a seat next to Alex who gave me a small smile before turning to talk to Kelley.
I could tell everyone was debating talking to me or leaving me be. I mean I don't blame them, they all were rude and I kinda just left. Ignoring all of there message probably did help, but I had a lot to think over and I didn't want anyone else to influence me. I however felt a pair of eyes on me and I knew who it was but I did everything in my power not to look that way
I ended up making eye contact with Ash who looked unsure how to respond so I gave her a smile which she gave back a big smile before rushing over and pulling me into a an Ash hug, which made me laugh.
Once she pulled away, I saw a lot of them looking at me.
"Okay, I feel like we should clear the air or this is going to be a long week" I started and look around the room as everyone nodded
"We are so sorry" Megan started but I stopped her
"I know you guys are, I've received all your messages and voice mails" I said with a small laugh
"However, the way you guys handled the situation was uncalled for. That being said, I still have not made a decision of if I will be playing after this World Cup or joining the military. I know most you do not want me joining the military, so we just aren't going to talk about it until I share my decision. When that time comes, I expect all of you accept it and be supportive. Whether it's soccer or the military. Understand?" I asked looking around the room to see everyone nodding there head.
I made eye contact with Emily and I quickly adverted my eyes after seeing the sadness in them, making me feel guilty and hurt.
That's when I felt myself fall to the ground as two bodies made contact with me.
I looked to see Megan and Kelley hugging me.
"We've missed you little Morgan" megan said as Kelley nodded her head vigorously to agree
"Okay, let's not kill her" Alex said helping me up and wrapping an arm around me and pulling me closer.
I felt my phone vibrate
"I'll be back" I said making my way the hallway to answer the call
As I was talking , I felt someone's eyes on me and I had an idea of who it was so I continued to face away as I talked.
Once my called ended, I turned around to see Emily standing there. I could tell she was nervous and shifting awkwardly as she looked at me
"What could you possibly want?" I asked irritated as I looked at the blonde
"Look, I know fucked up and should have flown to come see you to fix this sooner" Emily say desperately trying to to get my eye contact as I had started avoiding contact.
"Please look at me" Emily begged and I caved and looked at her and saw the tears in eyes
"I was scared okay? If you played professional I knew the worst injury you can get is like ACL tear or something. Being a solider could mean you getting deployed, shot, or even killed. It hurt me to even think of any of those things happen to you" she spoke as tear fell freely down hers and for tears to start to fall down mine at her fear
"No matter what you chose, soccer player or soldier. I want to be by your side, if would let me" she continue and the only thing I could think to do was pull her into a kiss.
It was filled with love, but also a need to feel connected. When air became an issue, we pulled apart.
"I'm going to take that as a yes?" She with a smile on her face causing one to appear on my face as I just nodded.
"I guess now would be a good time to tell you that I'm choosing to play professional once I graduate" I said with a smirk as she look confused
"Did you really think that I would let everyone off the hook that easy after they all acted that way?" I continued as she just pulled me into another kiss
"You better keep my secret Sonnett" I said once we separated as she just laughed and nodded
"I love you" she said as she leaned her forehead against mine
"I love you too" I replied with a wide smile
