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DEATHpression

I'm Rina.

I'm 18.

Born on July 18, 2001

I have a twin, She's eightinne.

But one year passed by, she died on our exact birthday. July 18,2002,

That hurts a lot on my parents side.

Because of sadness, My mother committed suicide, That was July 18,2003, My birthday.

Time passed by. My dad supported me through the giving 18K every month. Since he left me, in the arms of my grandmother. She took care of me.

My birthday come, July 18,2004. I heard a news about a business man who was shoot 18 times by a gun. And that was my father, arriving home to celebrate with us. Yet, he was killed.

July 18,2005. My grandmother mother was confined to the hospital because of elderly problems. She was confined for almost 18 months equivalent to 1 year and 6 months in the hospital. We celebrate New year's and Christmas, in the hospital.

July 18, 2006... I'm fixing my wardrobe and suddenly, I received a call. Informing that my grandmother passed away. I was broke, since I prepared a surprise for her.

July 18,2007 an ambushed happened in orphanage. Yes, I became an orphan.

I graduated elementary that was July 18, 2014.... But still, the tragedy happened. While walking towards the stage, the principal felt pain in his chest. And heart attack killed him.

When I was in high school, That was my birthday.... July 18, 2015... My friends invited me that we will celebrate my birthday. For the first time, I enjoyed the birthday party they prepared. But that was the last time I talked to them. They put some drugs on my drinks that makes me high. It feels like floating and flying around.

July 18, 2016 I got raped. By my boyfriend.... He Trapped me with his friends. And they raped me alternately. Thankful, that nothing happened. I didn't bear child and was not killed.

And now, Its July 18,2018.... Next year is my debut.... But feels so lonely and traumatized with everything. This time, I'm trying to apply scholarship and will be taking entrance exams.

But sadly, I didn't pass any of them. That caused me depression and trauma. It's feels like loosing the dream you have, aside from the tragedy happened, this was added.

July 18,2019. Here, I found myself crying holding a knife and rope. I can't handle the pain anymore. It sucks me, it's eating me. Maybe, it's time to end my life .....

In my 18th birthday....

18 years ago.... My mother suffered the same way.... But she died.... When she was 17 years old.... And I was the child she bears when my dad raped her....

Curse, death curse....
DEATHpression.