Broken Angel - Josh Richards

Chapter 5

Rae's POV
As I was watching Friends I was focusing on how I want to be those characters. I want to have a purpose. I want to have something to live for. But i can't find any.

I went to the bathroom so that Cooper wouldn't see me.
I sat on the toilet starting to cry with all sorts of thoughts going through my mind.
I don't wanna be me
No one likes me
I'm not loved
I'm disgusting
I don't want to be here

I started to continue drowning myself in my thoughts. I hate it.
I'm toxic.

I started to hyperventilate. I calmed myself down after 10 minutes.

I then heard a voice on the other side of the door.

Dad.
"Hey Angel, r u in there??" my dad said

"yea" I said emotionless

"Can you please come out?" he asked with a soft voice.

I looked in the mirror and saw puffy red eyes with mascara streaking down my face.

"No" I said refusing

"Please honey" I heard my mom.

"No" I continued to refuse

"Angel you need to come and talk to us.." my dad said as I could hear his voice break.

I just stayed silent knowing they would keep pushing and pushing till I came out.

I slid down the door and tears started to come down my face.

After about an hour I heard my mom calling me for dinner and I said I already ate and wasn't hungry.

When I knew they were at the dinner table me I got out of the bathroom and ran to my room locking the door so that no one could get in.

Mads POV
We all watched as Raenne ran up the stair case. We all looked at eachother.

"I'm concerned for her" I said breaking the silence.

"I'm going to go check on her right now." Cooper stated.

Jaden and I shared a worried look.

Rae's POV
I heard a knock at my locked door. I didn't open it even after 10 knocks.
"Come on Raenne"
"Let me in"
"Please I want to help you with whatever is going on"
I heard cooper say

"I don't need help. Nothing wrong I just need space you all need to stop harassing me." I snapped

"Okay..." I heard him say.

Coopers POV
I was just trying to help her. Why is she so stubborn. Ugh.

"Is she okay?" dad asked.

"She wouldn't let me in. She said she was okay and we need to stop harassing her." I explained.

I heard "Oh" from both of them.

Maybe she is okay.