Broken Angel - Josh Richards

chapter 27

Raennes POV

Why me

Why do all bad things happen to me

What am I going to do with my life

I have no purpose

My mom embraced me in a massive hug tightly after looking at the messages

I was sobbing so much and my head was pounding from the amount of crying i've done in the past couple hours

All I feel is pain

I just need it to stop

"Baby come have some water" my mom said as she gave me a water bottles with ice water in it

I took a small sip

"mommy?" I asked

"yes angel" my mom said as she look at me still hugging me

"can i go up to my room please" I asked quietly

"of course angel but let one of us come and cuddle with you?" she said

I nodded

"how about we go to the living room and see what everyone is doing?" my mom said sympathetically

I nodded once again

I stood up slowly from my seat and grabbed my moms hand tightly

"Hey guys" my moms exclaimed

"hey" they all said

"What are you guys doing?" she asked

"We are about to go back home. It's been a long day and Josh has to go to school tomorrow" addison said

"Ok thanks for coming to help!"

"see you soon!!"

my parents said as josh aunt addison and uncle bryce left

"raenne and i are going to go up to her room" mom said to cooper and dad

they both nodded yes

Mom and I got to my room and I went to my closet and put on pjs in my bathroom

I got into my bed where my mom was laying but she wasn't under the covers

I started to tear up thinking about how much trouble i have caused

Everyone hates me

I'm not loved

I don't deserve my family

Dad and Uncle Bryce shouldn't have saved me

I need to look like those models

I sniffled a little bit and I noticed my mom look over at me

"babygirl" she said

"yea" I said while sniffling

"What wrong?" she said turning me over to that I was looking at her

"nothing" I said carelessly

"This isn't nothing raenne" she said

"please tell me" she continued

I started to cry harder

"I hate myself"