Thier Little Mate (Volturi kings)

19. Explanations

     It had been 2 days since the incident and I was currently in bed with Aro and my boys. I haven't been without one of my mates since the attack, not that I minded one bit, their comforting presence was the only reason I was getting through this. I was absent-mindedly peting Rosco behind the ears while me and Aro were watching a movie.

"I never asked but how did he get to me in the first place wasn't I guarded?" I asked curiously. Aro let out a small growl before answering "he read your guards minds and attacked you during the shift change. You were only vulnerable for a minute but it was anof. That mistake will never be made again, your guard feels terrible for failing at their duties" he said. "It's not their fault, the only person who is at fault is dickward. Is..is he dead?" I asked timidly. Aro let out a louder growl at the question but I knew it was not directed at me so I did not feel threatened. "No he is not dead he will be headless for the rest of his days until we find someone else with a similar gift. It looks like i'm going to have to make that head shelf" he said, trying to cheer me up.    

I gave him a small smile but it quickly faded. We were suddenly interrupted by a knock on the door. "That would be your family mi amore, are you going to be ok if I leave you for a bit? Your guards will be right outside" he said seemingly not wanting to leave me. "Yea I will be fine, just come back soon ok?" I asked self-consciously, worried I was being too clingy. Aro immediately picked up my thoughts since we were touching and rushed to reassure me "trust me mi amore we do not want to leave you either, you are no bother" he said, giving me a kiss to the forehead.

After a second he got up and let Bella and Charlie in while slipping out the door himself. They were immediately by my side fussing. "Are you ok?" Bella asked followed by a "We were worried sick about you" from Charlie. "I wouldn't go as far as to say I'm ok but I'm getting there" I answered with a small smile. They settled down after that and sat down on my bed with me. "What happened? All we were told was that you were attacked but doing fine" Charlie asked. "Edward found out what happened to his family and waited for an opportunity, he read my guards minds and found out when the shift change was and then attacked me. He only had the upperhand for about a minute before I used my powers on him and then my mates came" I explained purposely leaving out my miscarriage as I didn't want anyone to know that doesn't have to.

To say Charlie was pissed was an understatement he wanted to go and tear that bastard apart with his bare hands human or not. Bella just moved to hug her understanding she didn't need two angry ranting swans. "I'm so sorry. I can't believe I ever dated that asshole. Is he dead?" She asked. "No but he will be spending eternity as a head. When you guys turn I'll talk my mates into letting you go a few rounds with him, how does that sound Charlie?" I said with a teasing smile at the end. Charlie instantly calmed down and started smiling at the idea "that sounds perfect" he said.

I spent about an hour chatting with my family and now I was wrapped in a cocoon of cuddles from my mates. It was one of the rare occasions that all three were present and I was feeling better then I had in days. I don't know if I'm ok. The loss has become more bearable but I still feel like something is missing from my life. Maybe..maybe I can still have kids? I never put a lot of thought into having kids before, I always assumed I would have them one day but that was before I came to this world. Suddenly I remembered one of my favorite fan fictions from my old life and had an idea.

After thinking it over for a day I decided to talk to my mates about my idea. I walked to there office with my guards trailing me. My guards looked so stoic that I tried to lighten the mood "you guys know it's ok to smile right? I won't bite" I said with a friendly smile. "We know my queen we are sorry we failed you" Josh said while looking at the ground in shame Samantha mirroring the same look. I instantly knew what this was about "hey that wasn't your fault, the only person who's at fault is Edward. Do not blame yourselves for a miscalculation none of us saw, and please pass this onto the rest of my guard, I do not blame you and you are not in any way at fault" I said strongly, trying to get my point across. They nodded at me and sent me small smiles before we reached Aro's office.

I walked straight in and sat down in Aro's chair waiting for my mates to get here knowing they were due to a meeting in about 5 minutes. It's ok you can do this. You make sense and it won't put you in danger. They have no reason to not give you this, you just need to get through the initial panic and then they will understand. I thought trying to pep my self up for this talk.

When my mates walked in a few minutes later the look on their faces could only be described as a deer caught in headlights. I smiled at there faces and said "hey can we talk for a bit?" I was trying to be serious but their faces were just adorable. "Of course carissma, what do you need to speak about?" Marcus asked being the first to come out of his shock. My other two mates soon followed and took their seats across from me on the other side of Aro's desk.

"Ok what I'm about to say is going to most likely make you guys freak out but I want you to wait till the end to pass judgment, please" I said giving them a serious look. They nodded at me so I continued "I want to have kids, I didn't know I needed this but I do. I want to have your children, now before you freak out I think I have a way to do this that puts me in no risk whatsoever, well besides the risk of normal pregnancy" I said in a rush knowing they were going to freak out if I didn't ensure them that I wasn't going to be at risk. When I looked up at them they didn't seem to bad but still confused and definitely bordering on alarmed. "Ok so IVF works by taking pure sperm and implanting it in my egg. You guys obviously have sperm as i already got pregnant but I'm pretty sure your seminal fluid is replaced by venom which gives hybrids there well, hybridness. I'm not 100% sure but I think if we did IVF we could have fully human children, it's definitely something to look into, please for me?" I asked getting teary-eyed at the end thinking they would deny me this. "I do vaguely remember that theory from your memories and we will most definitely look into it cara mia, if it is safe I see no problem in having children" Aro said trying to reassure me. My other two mates seem to be catching up but Aro definitely got over his shock quicker due to seeing what I was talking about in my memories and he rushed to reassure me before I became upset. I offered him a smile as Marcus said "we will have are doctor start looking into the possibility immediately mi amore. This is a marvelous development, it can not only do wonders for you but so many other vampire couples, we will begin researching immediately" Marcus was definitely getting excited about the prospect and I couldn't be happier. I looked over at Caius who looked unsure so I got up and walked over to sit in his lap. "What's the matter baby, do you not want this?" I asked, running my fingers thru his hair. "No carissma I want you to be happy I just do not know if I will make a good father" he said looking more vulnerable then I had ever seen him. I immediately gave him a kiss and then hugged him "baby you will make an amazing father, remember you have me to to tell you when your being stupid" I said with a smirk at the end trying to lighten the mood. He smiled at my joke and nodded seemingly reassured, though I knew this wouldn't be the first time we talked about this. I was just so happy at the idea of having a family with them I squealed and jumped around then ran and gave them each a searing kiss.

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I can take no credit for the idea. I read it in "my three kings" she explaines it in much better detail but im not gonna do that lol. Hope you guys dont think im being to cliche i didn't want her to have a hybrid and the author of my three kings had already come up with this great loophole so i decided to run with it too. Happy reading

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Ok im putting this in here later after editing but i just got my first comment and it made my day so i rushed to get this chapter done. So here you go, hope u like it.