❤️Love Letter • Lucifer❤️

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Y/N,

Allow me to preface this letter by stating that you are amazingly troublesome and your talent for inciting chaos truly astonishes me.

From the day we met you've been disturbing my mind, albeit for vastly different reasons at different points in time.

Although I was frequently upset by your prescience when we first met, and consistently perturbed of the consequences of your death, and generally not pleased with the added responsibility of supporting a human... oddly enough, I now look back at those times with a sense of fondness

Now that we've been properly acquainted, I find myself wanting to occupy your time and your mind, in the same way you've done to me.

How ridiculous it is that you stir up such nonsensical emotions in me. I can't say I'm surprised, as you've always had a knack for causing trouble.

Moreover, my feelings for you distract me. They keep me up. They keep me away from work. They take me to a kinder place, to a sunlit day, to my halcyon days, to heaven... They take me to my time as an Angel, and they take me to the depths of hell.

In any other circumstance, I'd likely feel angered or at least irritated by such inconveniences. But the warmth of my soul that ignites when you cross my mind is a welcome sensation. I revel in it. I allow it to take me over, and I put myself beneath it.

This emotion is the most humbling experience of my life.

It terrified me, that an ordinary human could put me in such a vulnerable position without lifting a finger, without doing so much as to blink. The idea of ever expressing this to you mortified me- to expose the depths of my soul to you and leave myself helpless to you. I could never, and would never allow myself to do such a thing.

But you are not an ordinary human, And I know that if I say nothing I will drown in this longing.

So, Y/N,

I ache for your small touches; to hold you close to me and for you to hold me back

I ache to be the one you fall back to in your times of need, and in turn allow myself to open up to you

I ache to hear my name on your lips, in a fond and loving tone

I ache to bring you comfort and joy and love and pleasure and laughter

I want to witness you experience this life that I've existed in for an insurmountable number of days

I want to experience your existence, to hear everything you have to tell me, to know what you're thinking of when your gaze drifts off into space, to know which flavor of tea you'd chose from when there are only two bags left, to know you as well as the back of my hand

I hope that you find enrichment and fulfillment in your life. I love your smile; I want you to be happy and wear it as often as you can, however you end up achieving that.

I know it's selfish of me, but I have never desired for anything as much as I desire for you to love me in the way I love you

Essentially, what I'm saying is...

I love you, Y/N
More than I've loved anything in my entire life.

- Lucifer

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