His mask is slowly slipping (A drarry story)

Im so sorry ......

Harry's pov
Ten minutes after waking Dumbledore up:

"No I was not in my own body"

"Who was attacking"

"Whoever's body I was in"

Dumbledore turns to the paintings and does a number of things I don't really pay attention I start to zone out while looking out the window .

Draco's pov
Bloody hell this years filled with shit I mean honestly I have a new respect for Harry and everyone who goes on these adventures with him I mean the poor boy looks so.....

Emotionless....

It doesn't look like him I mean he is usually so cheerful and happy , now I realize that is a mask .
But it's beginning to slip even the strongest dams can break ,
And I don't think we will be able to handle it when it does break...

After ages we get to return to our dorms but we are in an unfamiliar silence Harry would have usually broken the silence or we would be in a comfortable silence but Harry's usual eyes full of life is dull and lifeless and I don't like it at all .
And I can tell that Blaise doesn't like it too .

Harry's pov
We get back to the dorm and the other two go back to sleep but I can't every time I close my eyes I see the image of a hurt Arthur covered in blood and I just can't so I'm going to meet venumena we became friends quite quickly after we made the truce I don't know why but her presence is like reassurance but on my way I drift
Off course and head outside to the quitage pitch I stay there for a while in the cold since it's autumn but , I don't find the energy or my mind just doesn't want to work or something is stopping me from casting a heating charm on myself .

So I'm sitting in the cold alone and confused as to why I'm seeing these things .

'I'm putting people in pain I put the Weasley's in pain .
I put Mr diggory in pain .
I put so many people I pain yet .....
They don't leave .... they should leave.....Or should I leave them ......
I'll leave them so I don't put more people in pain. To everyone I'm so sorry'

It's early morning now
But I don't want to leave the cold and go inside so I stay out here .

That is until.....

Blaise's pov
I woke up to get ready .
I started my daily routine
🔘Shower
🔘Hair
🔘Cloths
🔘Shoes
🔘Hair again
🔘Then get Draco to stop trying to fix Harry's hair
🔘Go to breakfast with Draco and Harry

But when i got to the 6th step Harry wasn't there and Draco was just as surprised as me .

Shit.

We ran out of the dorms then grabbed Pansy,Astoria and Millicent then ran out and split up to search for him .

Astoria's pov
I met up with pansy and we both decided to go outside we were chatting happily until we saw Harry  sitting and shivering in the cold but as we got closer we heard sobs and when we stood right next to him we saw a tear stricken face with eyes void of emotion
And it shook me so much that I froze to the spot.

Hi I know it's short but I have exams but I'm trying my best