Unspoken Past (Completed)

Explaining & Clarifying

Sana is feeling better by afternoon. She has slept all morning. The fever has gone and she has regained her original color. She was looking pale but better. Sid has cut fruits for her and forced her to eat. He had wanted to bring lunch for her in the room, but she has insisted on going down to eat. Everyone was happy to see her fine. Food was tasting bitter due to the fever but Sid has made her eat properly.
Reet: Siddharth tu he isse thek se khila sakta hai. Tu nhi tha to mujhe hairaan kar ke rakha tha.
Sana: Kya bol rahi ho Aani. Aap ne mujhe hairaan kiya hua tha. Jab dekho tab khaana khaana. Pareshaan ho gayi the mai.
Reet: Ha ha. Aa gaya hai ab tera pati. Dekh kaise tujhe thek karta hai. Khaane peene ke maamle me tu he isse sambhal sakta hai.
Sid: Chachi har mamle me mai he sambhaal sakta hu.
He bend closer to Sana and whispered
Sid: Har mamle me.
Sana blushed and looked at him. Their eyes met and Sana went pink.
Suresh came with more Rotis
Sid: Chachi Suresh ke shaadi ka kya hua??
Suresh looked at Sid angrily.
Sid: Are aise he puch raha tha.
Reet: Ha ha. Baat chalai hai maine. Bola unko hamara ladka bada seedha aur mehenti hai.
Suresh: Bahot maza aa raha hai na bhaiya aapko. Apna time bhul gaye??
Sid: Mera time to chala gaya ab tu dekh le.
Suresh: Aap ne inko yaad kyu dilaya?? Bhul gayi the thode dino se vo.
Reet: Kuch buli nhi hu mai. Teri Maa ko call karna hai bas gaon me mujhe.
Suresh: Lo jee ho gaya ab.
Grumbling he left the dinning hall. They heard him scold the other helper.
Maa: Bas ab iss bichare mohan pe saara din gussa nikalega.
They all laughed. Sid heard Sana giggle. He looked at her with intensity. This is the best sound in the world for him. This is where he belongs. With his family. With his love. He can not let go now. He will never let go. They retired to their room. Sid has told his manager he will have a week off. If Sana has some shoot or recording he will go with her if she allows as he wants to spend time with her. Or he can also wait for her at home if she doesn't want him along. Anything is fine.
Sana felt her legs wobble. She was still feeling weak after the fever. She sat on the bed immediately as she has climbed the stairs and entered the room. Sid had also come few minutes later. She saw him enter and give her a loving smile. She smiled back. He took the medicines from the side table. Filled the glass with water and came and stood near the bed in front of her.
Sid: Medicines.
Sana had it in her hand and took it one by one gulping it with water. He smiled and turned to keep the glass on the side table. Sana held his other hand with hers.
Sana: Siddharth mujhe tujhse baat karni hai.
Sid sat on the bed, picked her up and made her sit on his lap.
Sid: Pehle tu idhar bait mere paas.
He took her face in his hand and kissed her forehead.
Sid: Sabse pehle I'm extremely sorry ke maine tujhse weekend pe and kal sab ke saamne uchi aawaaz me baat ke.
Sana: Baby mujhe Aahaan se koi matlab nhi hai. Tu mera vishwas kar mai....
Sid: Shhhh. Vishwas to Mai pura karta hu baby. Usme teri koi galti nhi the. Mai he jealous feel karne laga tha. Mujhe laga tu usse baat kar rahi hai aur mujhe pata he nhi hai. Yeh tujhe mera pagal pan lagega magar mai chahta hu ke teri har baat mujhe pata ho. Yehi nhi tu kya sochti hai, tere dimaag me kya chal raha hai vo bhi mujhe pata ho. To jab maine Aahaan ka message dekha to mujhe iss baat ka gussa aaya ke yeh baat mujhe kyu nhi maalum the. Aur usne tujhse sorry kaha ke tujhe majburi me shaadi karni padi mujse. Vo tere leye sorry feel kar raha tha aur tu ne usse kuch kaha he nhi??
Sana: Baby jab vo mere leye sorry feel karne laga to mujhe bahot gussa aaya. Maine usse call kiya. Maine usse hum dono ke baare me sab kuch bataya aur usse thank you kaha ke vo bhag gaya. Nahi to mujhe vo nhi milta jisse mai behad pyar karti hu.
Sid hugged him tightly.
Sid: Yeh Maine soocha he nhi. Mujhe laga tune usse itne jaldi kyu maaf kar diya. Usne tere sath jo galat kiya uske baad.
Sana: Siddharth mere hisaab se usne kuch galat kiya he nhi. To maafi kiss baat ke. Mai uske kuch karne se effect nhi hue to Mai usse grudge kyu rakhu?? Mai jiske kuch karne se effect hoti hu, usse pe Mai naraaz hoti hu. Kyuki mera uspe pura haq hota hai.
Sid chuckled as he looked in her eyes. He removed a lock of hair from her face and took it in his fingers, playing with it. She had such soft and smooth hair. Just like her lips. He wanted to smash his lips to hers. But he resisted the urge as it was important they clear this small misunderstanding.
Sana: Siddharth Aahaan ne muj par ek bahot bada ehsaas kiya hai us raat ko bhag kar. Nahi to yeh sooch kar bhi meri ruh kapti hai ke mera kya hota.
Sid: Aur mera bhi baby. Kaisi rehta mai tere bagair. Kya karta mai tujhe usse shaadi karte hue dekh kar. Mai bahot kamzor insaan hu na Sana?? Mai aise he tujhe itne aasaani se kisi aur ka hone de raha tha. Aaj mujhe lagta hai koi promise hamare pyar se badi nhi honi chahiye the. Tu sahi keh rahi hai. Hame sach me Aahaan ka shukr guzaar hona chahiye ke vo chala gaya aur tu mujhe mil gayi. Nahi to Maine apna pyaar paane ke leye koi koshish nhi ke the. Mai sach me bahot he kamzor hu. Sana kya mai tere laayak bhi hu?? Mujhe ab uss baat pe bhi doubt hone laga hai.
Sana: Siddharth Tu pagal hai kya baby?? Tu mujhe jitna khush rakhta hai na, aise koi nhi rakh sakta. Aur rahi baat ke tu ne Aahaan se mere shaadi ke waqt kuch nhi kiya. Tu galat nhi tha. Tu bahot accha insaan hai. Mere papa nhi chahte the ke hum sath ho. Tu ne unki respect rakhi. Aur fir mai aur mere maa baap musibat me pade to, vo tu he tha na jisne mera hath thama??. Maine tujhe kitna bura bhala kaha. Kitne ilzaam lagaye. Par tune mere leye kabhi koi galat word nhi nikaala. You are the best husband.
This brought a smile on Sid's face
Sana: Hayee hoot sukh gaye, itna bol kar. Chal ab acchi se kiss de mujhe.
Sid laughed aloud and then kissed her passionately, sucking and nibbling on her lips making her moan out loud. Sid removed his lips from hers. These moans make him go out of control. Sana knew that and she hid her smile.
Sana: Tu ne mujhe Sheetal ke baare me kyu nhi bataya??
Sid: Tujhe kab pata chala??
Sana: Shaayad do teen weeks pehle. Yaad nhi. Vo mujhe hotel lobby me mili aur bakwas karne lagi. Maine bhi usse vo party wala thappad yaad dilaya.
Sid looked at her with surprise in his eyes.
Sid: Lobby me he??
Sana: Siddharth vo mujhe jaan buj kar tere kilaaf bhadka rahi the. Maine usse fir karara jawaab diya. Kaha ke tum jaisi makkhiya mere pati ke aage piche bhinn bhinati rehti hai. Usse bahot gussa aaya aur usne kadam aage badaya. Tu fir mujhe usse thappad yaad dila na pada.
Sid started laughing.
Sana: Kya hua??
Sid: Sheetal ko ab mai agar kabhi dekhunga to mujhe makkhi yaad aa jaayegi.
Sana: Tu ne mujhe kyu nhi bataya??
Sid; Baby uss raat to mai late pahucha. Baba ke daat bhi khaayi. Next day mai jaa raha tha. Ab tujhe batata ke mai uske help karne gaya tha, to Tu alag class lagati meri. Isleye soocha baad me bataunga. Fir jab mai weekend pe aata to hame apne leye itna kam time hota. Kis si aur ke baat karna ka koi mood nhi tha. Fir tera mood kharaab hota. Isliye nhi bataya.
Sana: Siddharth Tu vo sheetal se bol mere muh na lage.
Sid: Tu usse sahi se jawaab deti hai na?? To bass. Aur kya chahiye. Meri sherni hai tu. Us raat bhi mai nhi jaata. Ab Jay ko akele police station bhejna mujhe thek nhi laga. Pata nhi tha vo kis haalat me the. Kahi Mahi aur Jay me problem na ho jaaye. Isliye mai chala gaya. Mahi vaise bhi Sheetal ko pasand nhi karti hai.
Sana: Hmmm. Fir theek hai. I'm sorry baby maine Aahaan ke baare me tujhe nhi bataya.
Sid: Koi baat nhi.
Sana: Tu bhi sorry bol.
Sid: Oh Ha. Sorry sweetheart maine tujhe sheetal ke baare me nhi bataya.
And they both laughed aloud.