Love & Hate || Nishimura Riki ✓

i can't hate him

"ni-ki i like your friends .. they're rich haha " wonie hyung whispered at me as he was struggling with his shopping bags

they bought him a lot lol and he enjoyed it .. that's all that matters ..i love seeing him happy like this

"they're your friends also wonie hyung "

"aww right ! hehe .. wait where's sunoo hyung ?"

"he's with sunghoon hyung .. maybe they talked about something " we're here now at sunghoon hyung's restaurant to have a meal .. I'm still with the hyungs but some are not in our table

"maybe he likes hoonie hyung .. don't you think?" he said to me and i was a bit shocked

"WHAT? it can't be " i said in disagreement

"lol just say you're jealous and go" he smirked

"pfft what are you implying to ?" he's weird

" you gay ?" gosh I'm having a mental breakdown right now

"WHAT HELL NO!" i screamed "i even have a crush .. why are you weirdly saying things like that ?" i said as he just laughed at me .. waahhh really , this hyung

"i was just kidding ni-ki .. and who is your crush and why is it the we didn't know about her ?" he asked slightly in a teasing tone " and sunoo hyung's not gay okay ?!"

"hmm I'm not telling you"

jungwon hyung was about to say anything when jay hyung arrived at our table

" i strongly believe that this girl has the initials "S and M" in her name .. right ni-ki?"i guess he was listening at us the whole time

"shut up hyung .. it's our secret right ?" is he exposing me now ?

"what i thought we're best friends yet you can't tell me your secret ? i fell offended ni-ki really " wonie hyung said feeling hurt

" alright I'll tell you and sunoo hyung later at our sleep over " i forced a smile .. gosh how am i gonna tell them I'm so shy

"and by the way , sunoo and sunghoon are talking about business so don't think of anything weird " jay hyung said ** ( this ain't a ship story but if you want it to be just tell me lol 😂)**

"and also you have a sleep over ? can i join ?" now , we're looking at jay hyung weirdly .. they just knew my friends few hours ago and now he wants to join us in our sleep over  .. can he get even weirder than this ?

"yahh jay you're scaring the kids .. why are you joining them when you just met sunoo and jungwon few hours ago ? isn't that weird ?" heeseung hyung said to him

"haha ! i thought i could hyung .. just don't mind me kids .. just enjoy your small talk there" he said as he leave us and went to heeseung hyung

we didn't know that jake hyung was also listening to us ..

Jake's POV

i accidentally heard ni-ki and jungwon's conversation and ni-ki said he has a crush .. that's good to hear , he's now a big boy

i saw jay was at their back also purposely listening to them .. he's so weird

"i strongly believe that this girl has the initials "S and M" in her name .. right ni-ki?" jay said at ni-ki and a certain person comes to my mind first

S and M .. it can't be shaira .. it can't be her

I don't know why i feel something unexplainable in my chest .. i can't be angry at ni-ki , he's the purest kid that i know but there's something in me that hated him after hearing that from jay .. why am i like this ?  gosh I'm being weird

i must know if it's really shaira that they're talking about .. i want to make sure

"bro .. " i called jay " ahh yes jake .. is there something wrong ?"

"who's ni-ki's crush ? is it shaira ?" i hope she isn't "it's a secret but you're a trustworthy person, I'll tell you .. yes she is but don't tell the others okay ? "

my mood suddenly changed and i could tell jay's aware of it .

"what happened to you jaeyoon ?are you feeling sick?" he asked .. maybe i should just lie "ahh yes .. i feel dizzy " i lied

"you can go home first if you really feel sick "

"i guess i should .. I'll just meet you sometime again soon " i was about to go when ni-ki talks

"hyung are you going home ? " he's so cute .. how can i hate him ? he's so innocent and kind .. i hate this feeling

" yeah ni-ki I suddenly fet dizziness ..maybe because we roam a lot earlier " i lied the second time " aww you should rest hyung .. drink medicine for headache "

"okay .. bye guys see you all soon " they waved good bye to me and i immediately leave the place .. Sunghoon's not in sight so i just texted him that i'll go home early

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jake:
hey hoon I'll go home now

hoon:
what?why? we haven't eaten yet

jake:
I'm not in the mood now
i feel something weird

hoon:
wdym?
is there something wrong ?

jake:
yeah i guess
i accidentally heard ni-ki had a crush
and turns out to be shaira
my best friend
and there's something in me that hated him

hoon:
what?!
so what's your plan now?
you love her right?
but ni-ki is our dear friend
he's our dongsaeng , jake

jake:
that's right
and that's the problem
i can't hate him
but i can't just give him shaira

hoon:
but then Shaira's not yours jake
I'm reminding you incase you forgot

jake:
why do you have to hurt me likes this?
i get it she's not mine
but what should i do?
i can't ruin our friendship
but I can't let go of her

hoon:
you have a big problem bro
let's talk about it in person
sorry i wasn't there earlier

jake:
it's okay hoon
i know i can always count on you

hoon:
as you should
btw , sunoo keeps on glaring at me
we're talking about business
and you suddenly texted lmao
i should stop using my phone

jake:
oh okay take your time
sorry for interrupting
bye

i closed my phone sighing .. what am i gonna do now ? I'm torned .. this is not good

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oopsie i gave jakeyy a POV .. well why not ? haha i could foresee that he'll gonna be an important character in the future chapters ..uwuu