Love & Hate || Nishimura Riki ✓

can you be mine ?

i just got home from sunoo hyung's place .. jungwon hyung also went home . his mom has been calling him since the morning but he can't go yet because of the rain

nana wasn't here , probably she's at the market . i just did some chores here before i opened my phone and decided to text shaira .

i miss her .. since last night , i kept thinking of her

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ni-ki
hi shai
are you busy?

shaira
hello .. nope why?

ni-ki
can we talk about something ?

shaira
yeah sure
what is it?

ni-ki
can we talk about it in person?

shaira
hmm okay
but where?

ni-ki
you know the park near the bridge?
we can just meet there
of course if it's okay

shaira
it's okay with me
I'll be there
just wait for me

ni-ki
okay take care ❤️

shaira
❤️

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"oh my god did  she just replied a heart to me ? "
i was smiling widely seeing the heart emoji from her . of course i didn't expect her to give me a heart .. i expected here to ignore my message at first but then she replied right away

i get change to a more warm clothes before i went outside

after a few minutes , i arrived at the park but shaira wasn't there . maybe she's still on her way .. suddenly a young girl came to me holding a small basket with of white roses

"oppa , would you like to buy a rose ?" i looked at the basket which i assume the rose that she's selling

"oh ! how much is it ?" i asked .. she immediately smiled at me " it's 3,000 won for a set of three "

"I'll take one set then " i said as she give me the flowers .. i give her the payment and she thanked me then left

I'm smiling to the rose as i think about shaira .. when someone called my real name

"riki!" i looked back to where the voice came from and i saw her.. shaira , the love of my life

i waved at her and i saw her smiling . she skips at the puddles left by the rain . she was so cute as she jump from the other side of the puddle like a child

she's near to me and I immediately hide the flowers to my back .

"hey ! " i said  " hi riki .. how are you?"

"why are you suddenly calling me by my real name ? " i hate it when my friends kept calling me with my real name but when it comes to her ,i felt comfortable

" because it's cute" i smiled " okay ? you can call me that from now on if you want "

"okay ! by the way what are we talking about ?" she looked at me confused

"it's because i miss you" she hit my shoulder "aww ! why did you do that? it hurts " she just laughed at me

"it's so cringey omg "

" why ? you didn't miss me ? my heart hurts " i grab my chest and act like i was really hurt

she just rolled her eyes " whatever riki .. so , do you have something to say ? " she asked as she sits on the space near me

"as i said , i just miss you .. you kept ignoring me at the cafe " she just giggled

"oh that? it's because you're annoying "

" why .. you don't want to date me ? you don't like me? " i asked her " no , not that "

"then why ? " she just looked in front of her " it's because i can't focus on my work if you're near me "

" am i really distracting you ? I'm sorry "

"oh ! no it's just that .. omg how can i explain this .. i can't focus because of your presence .. I suddenly get excited whenever you're near and I got conscious if you're looking at me because i don't know if i look good or if i do my work properly  . I just don't want to embarrass myself infront of you "

i smiled at how cute she is right now

" is that so ? omg are you shy at me ? " i teased her " hmm sort of hehe "

" you don't have to .. you're still perfect for me in any way you look . and if you've done your work wrong , I'm still here to help you so don't ignore me anymore " i assured her and she nodded shyly

"and by the way , this is for you " i get the flower that was hidden at my back

she was shocked .. i could see it " oh ! are these really for me ?" i just hummed in response

" do you know these are my favorite ? " she asks " wow .. it's just a coincidence . a girl just sell it to me and it's good to know that it's your favorite "

"do you like it ?" i added " nope "

" huh?I thought-"

"because i love it! thank you riki " she cutted me .. i feel relieve .. i thought she really don't like it

" anything for you shai " she smiled .. she's so pretty

"shai ?" i called her .. she was busy with the flower " hmmm?"

" can you be mine ? " i nervously asked her .. she looked me straight in the eyes

i don't know what has gotten into me that i came up with this question . I'm not completely ready for this .. yes but i really want her to be mine .

i was so nervous .. what if she'll reject me ? what if she doesn't really like me ? more questions are flashing in my mind .. I don't know anymore