Love & Hate || Nishimura Riki ✓

unexplainable feelings

Shaira felt jake's company so comfortable .. they always hangout almost everyday .. enjoying  the moment while jake was still there for vacation . of course she wouldn't mind , jake is her dear friend and she enjoyed every single moment that she shared with him . at least she could distract herself from thinking about ni-ki

when she's with Jake , he makes sure that she's happy .. he usually do whatever she wants , he gives what she needs , he takes care of her and he made shaira feel to be loved .. jake's gestures made Shaira's heart more fond of him that she somehow forgets about ni-ki .

Jake's a good person .. he never do anything to harm anyone by action or by words .. he respects people whatever their level in the society was or whatever their beliefs . For shaira , jake is the most trustworthy and purest person that she know .. and she really adore him ever since they became friends .

The time has come for them to be separated again .. Jake must go back to Korea for his business which made Shaira to feel sad .. again .

She grew some unexplainable feelings towards Jake that she can't even explain to herself

" Jake , do you really need to leave me here ?" pouting her lips , she asked

"yes princess .. I must go .. business is important you know " he answered poking Shaira's cheeks

" is it important than me ?"

" haha why are you like that ? i can't say wether which one is more important .. but to ease your mind , you're the most important person to me shai .. other than my family of course so don't feel sad .. I'll be visiting you again soon " he assured her which made her smile

" you promise ?" her eyes was now glistening with tears

" aww don't cry baby .. I'll be back for you , I promise " jake hugged shaira tightly .. he'll miss her .. her hugs , her smile , everything on her .

" oh ! before I forget , do you have letters for him ?" he asked the girl

" nope .. i won't write him again " she coldly stated which made jake smile .. a smile with ease .. he thinks he finally made her forget about him

" oh okay .. see you again princess .. when I come back , I have something to ask you " he said confidently

the endearment made Shaira's heart flutter .. she doesn't know why she felt like this but she just shrugged it off

" you can ask me now .. why would you wait for your comeback when you can do it now ?" she asked

"i don't want to rush shai .. and i want it to be special .. hmmm I'll go now ?" he asked for her permission because she's still holding unto jake

" okay .. bring me something from Korea when you come back " she just rolled her eyes in annoyance

" oh come on .. I'll be back soon so don't try to throw tantrums now " he kissed her forehead and hugged her for the last time which made the both of them blush .. jake kisses her on the cheeks and forehead before but this time it felt something unexplainable to shaira

"bye then .. take care jake" she said releasing from the hug

" okay for you " he smiled then winked at her

" ahh so disgusting .. go now " jake just laughed at her reaction .. he started to walk away from her

" think of me alway princess .. " he shouted then waved at her .. she just nods and waved at him too

she watched as jake slowly faded from her sight .. and now that jake is gone , she felt alone again but this time , she was somehow happy that she have Jake even he's far away ..

she went home thinking about what she felt about Jake  .. she can't tell if she's in love with her best friend or what .. everything that Jake do made her smile .. whenever Jake takes care of her , it made her feel loved .he never got angry at her .. he try to understand her always .. he is like this ever since they met .. and that's what she love about him ..

And now that he left her again , his absence made her miss him . it is different from the times that he left her to go home ..

maybe she's just really fond of her best friend this days that she felt like this .. and she doesn't want to jump into conclusions but what if ..