Love & Hate || Nishimura Riki ✓

shaira

it's a rainy sunday afternoon .. jungwon hyung and me had a sleep over at sunoo hyung's place .

we even played a lot of games last night , eat a lot of foods of course also watched a movie .. and i could tell it's so fun !

it's fun just being with them even we had nothing to do lol i just look at their faces and i would instantly laugh .. they're both hilarious

oh right ! i had spilled my secret to them last night and they're so happy for me

-- flashback --
>brought to you by ni-ki catboy<

we are now at sunoo hyung's place .. exactly at his living room . his parents are not here he said they're visiting a relative and his older sister was hanging out with her friends

it's been hours since we played and now we're taking a break and watching a movie .. a horror movie to be exact .

"ni-ki , jungwon said you like someone .. is it true ?" sunoo hyung said , he was leaning his head on my shoulder

"hmmm .. i'm shy to tell this actually " i said then  cleared my throat

" you can do it ni-ki .. tell us who she is " wonie hyung cheered for me as he was laying his head at my leg

" ummm " i'm contemplating if i really have to say this or not " her name .. "

" c'mon ni-ki "

" S-shaira " i said barely audible " what ? who? " sunoo hyung asked

" her name was shaira hyungs " i finally said clearly " woah is she pretty ni-ki because her name was pretty" jungwon hyung looked at me

" uh huh .. she's the prettiest I've ever seen "

" he's so whipped i see " sunoo hyung giggled

" what no ! " i denied

" okay okay we get it child " he just rolled his eyes at me

"where did you meet this girl ni-ki?" jungwon hyung asks " oh ! i met her first at the cemetery then we met again at the cafe where i work "

" is she the one you work with ?"

" yup hyung .. she's jake hyung's best friend "

" oh how cute .. she's best friends with your friend .. does jake hyung know this ? that you like shaira ?"

" nope he hasn't know yet .. but i'll tell him one day hehe .. " hmm i'm not ready yet

"besides shaira was ignoring me now " they both looked at me concerned " why ? she doesn't like you ? "

" she said she like me but .. when i kept bugging her for a date she refused and find me annoying "

" haha ! i agree with her .. you're annoying a lot of times " jungwon hyung said why munching the popcorn

" stop it jungwon .. you're starting a fight again " sunoo hyung said as he sense that i might react to jungwon hyung's comment

" it's okay hyung i admit it .. i also find myself annoying "

" okay but what are your plans now ? to shaira of course " i still haven't think about it " hmm , i'm not sure hyung .. we're both not yet ready to be in a relationship "

" maybe we'll talk about it in time but now we're just special friends i guess ? " i added

" that's right just take it slow .. i'm not used to you being this mature ni-ki .. please slow down in growing too " sunoo said and i could feel wonie hyung nodding his head in agreement

" yeah ni-ki don't grow fast .. because we're used to you being our baby brother and now you've grown taller and have a crush .. don't rush please " wonie hyung said .. this conversation is going to be emotional

" yahh don't baby me anymore hyungs .. as you can see , i'm taller to you both "

" i feel small beside ni-ki nowadays " sunoo hyung said " me too hyung .. me too . let's cry together "

" pfft haha ! you don't want that ? I'm now big and i could protect you both "

" wow i feel so honored " sunoo hyung stated " but of course you have to give me treats after"

" you can't change the fact that you're a baby trapped in a big boy's body "

we laughed at jungwon hyung's statement .. he even gestured the baby and the big body that he's talking about ..

" anyways ni-ki we're genuinely happy for you our little one " sunoo hyung said and he ruffled my hair " yes ni-ki and I'm proud you had a crush " he then winked at me

" aww thanks hyungs .. i love you both " i said and i could see their smiles " you're so cute .. we love you too right wonie ? "

" hmm yeah we love you rikiiiii " i looked at him " yahh hyung stop calling me with my real name

" haha alright " he raised his hand surrendering " okay guys let's sleep now .. the movie had ended and we didn't even watch the half of it "

" yes cuddle time ! " i excitedly exclaimed ..

" nope just sleep with sunoo hyung .. you're uncomfortable to sleep with ni-ki " wonie hyung complained " ahhh no .. please sleep with me wonie hyung "

i whined and he ended up sleeping with me and sunoo hyung

-- end of flashback --

i really love my hyungs .. they always makes me happy

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