Seraphic [Yoonmin]

xlvi.

dear hoseok,

i woke up in a puddle of sweat at three fifty four am.
you were in my dreams again.
do you ever go to sleep and wake up exhausted?
like you never even rested because your mind keeps working all throughout the night?
that's how it's been lately.
it might sound stupid that im still not over what i did to you.
but i can't stop it.
you didn't deserve that and it hurts me to know that im happy and you're probably not.
you probably still think about it.
or who knows.
you might be over it now.
i really hope you are.
it's the only thing that keeps me from going insane.
you deserve happiness.
you are happiness.
i still love you today and for the rest of my days.
you were my first love and my first everything.
i regret nothing.
only breaking your heart.

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