....And No One Else's (Yandere Bjalex X Reader)

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⚠️WARNING!!!!⚠️

    This chapter contains sexual abuse and some harsh stuff so if you're not comfortable with it you can just skip it

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~y/n's(POV)~

He looked at me like if he was proud of himself .

    Then he started to kiss me again, I didn't kiss back and bite his bottom lip and he immediately stopped what he was doing took look at me with an angry expression with his bottom lip bleeding.

_" you bitch " 

      he passed his arm over his lips to wipe the blood then said

_" I'm not going easy on you"

    He grabbed my hips and flipped me over, now I was laying on my stomach and he tied  up my hands to the top of the bed .

he was on top of me ,and heard him taking of his clothes.

_" NO! I SAID I DON'T WANT TO"

   He didn't listen to me and continued to undress himself , I then felt his hands on my tights and going up until he reached my underwear, and removed it.
 
      Even thot I was screaming and crying, he didn't let go ,  I then suddenly felt his member getting inside of me
It hurts so bad but he didn't seem to care.

_"STOP NO!!"

     He really wasn't caring about how I was feeling, my words and my tears, he didn't care, he started to move and I was feeling awful, it wasn't enjoyable,
It was just hurting me, and I was just crying and crying, while he was using me like a toy and pleasuring himself.

_" p....please s...stop it......I...b...beg...you"

    I said while sobbing , he then put his hands around my wrists and put his head on my neck and continued to move faster, I felt his hot breath on my skin and I hated it.

    I stopped screaming and struggling
I didn't bother to stop him and  just give up, he will not stop until he will finish what he is doing, no matter what , whatever I say he will continue .

   He continued to move until he came inside of me , he laid besides while I was still crying , he came closer to me and removed the handcuffs from my hands

     He grabbed my hair tightly and made me look at him

_" next time make sure to not mess with me ........poor thing "

    I looked at him with my red poofy eyes and didn't say anything, he let go of my hair ,I was both choked and scared, I was like a person who lost her soul, a dead body that was only breathing .

     He get up from the bed and walked to the bathroom, I heard the sound of the shower getting on , after a while it stopped and I saw him coming to the room with a towel around his waist and using an other towel to dry his wet hair, he didn't bother to look at me , like if I was a random object.

I was just laying there on my side with my hands around my naked body , with my wide eyes, he looked at the window and was about to say something when I heard his phone ringing, he took it and answered the call

_" what is it" he said with an annoyed voice

_" what now..........okay I will be there"

He stopped the call and put on some clothes and went out .

    I didn't bother to get up, or get dressed up or shower, and just looked at the ceiling while thinking about what just happened and started to hate my self more and more

__

I spend the night crying my eyes out and blaming myself, I couldn't sleep not in this state.

The sun rises and I was still not sleeping, and he wasn't here yet, not like I wanted him here , I then had an idea

I took some clothes that were on the couch, some gray boxers and white blouse, they were his but I didn't have anything else to wear, I walked to the front door of the hotel room while struggling with my ankle

When I arrived, I took a deep breath before trying to open it.................. but surprisingly it wasn't locked, I opened the door and saw him standing next to me....... looking at me with a straight face

He walked towards me and I stepped back while I was panicking , he closed the door behind him and said

_" darling.......were you trying to escape from me"

I didn't know what to say and just looked down while my hands were shaking.

" ANSWER!!"

I was shocked by his loud voice, I stepped back again and tried to get away from him , I was too scared to look at him, what if he will hurt me or kill me.

_" I......I'm sorry" I said with a low cracking voice

Next thing I knew is that I was grabbed by my hair tightly and getting kicked in the stomach with his knees and getting pushed  hard enough that I kicked my head with the wall, I fall on the floor and saw blood coming from my head

He continued to punch me and kick me all over my body he was screaming at me and telling me how useless and pathetic I was, all I  was feeling his pain, I couldn't talk or scream back or anything, he suddenly stopped

   I was laying on the floor, my head and my nose were bleeding plus more injuries on my legs and arms, and also some marks all over my body.

   He bent to my level and I finally could see his face and he looked.....drunk

_" try to go away again and you will be dead "
   
    I nodded and he left me , he walked to the room and stayed there, leaving me on the floor near the door that he didn't lock.