Chapter 14

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{Ariana's POV}

"You should go to sleep" I whispered

It was just us two so we didn't need to talk any louder

"And you should go home"

"No, Y/n. I'm staying here with you and don't think we won't be having a conversation about this" I said and she sighed

"About what?" she asked

"Don't be annoying" I said with a roll of my eyes

"Alright. Goodnight and go" she said

"Do you want me to leave?" I asked

"Ariana you're not staying in a fucking hospital for me. I'm old enough to be alone. I basically have been alone all my life so you can leave" she said and I sighed

"I don't want to leave you-"

"I'll be fine" she said

"Y/n..-"

"Ariana"

"Okay okay. I'll leave but I'll be here before you wake up" I told her

"Trust me I'd wake up at 3pm but surgery is calling"

"I know you're scared. But I won't let you go through this alone" I told her and she shook her head

"Yeah I'm not scared. Now go. I don't want you to be tired" she told me

"You think I'm going to be able to sleep peacefully after today?" I asked

"Why do you even care so much?" She mumbled

I sighed and walked to the window. I opened it so some fresh air could get inside the room

"Y/n you're my best friend. Of course I care about you" I said

"I just don't get why. I don't deserve you. Why are you so supportive and loving with me after all the times that I've been a fucking asshole?" she asked

"Because I know that deep inside you there's a light, and it's trying so hard to be seen but you don't want to let it out. You're a cold asshole because you don't want to let yourself feel and get hurt but I know that you can be a softie-"

"No Ariana. I don't give a shit about anyone and anything. Not even you. Why don't you get that Ariana." She snapped

I knew she was lying. She always did this

"Because you're fucking lying Y/n. I know you care about me. I can't ignore the times you've been so good to me. Even if you're a cold hearted bitch, you've let down your walls when you were with me so often. I can't ignore the times you've let me in. I can't ignore the times you've showed me your vulnerable side. I can't ignore the times I saw something other than cold in your eyes" I said

"Stop Ariana. Why are you still here?" She asked

"When I look in your eyes, I see there's something burning inside you. And I know it hurts to smile but you still try to. You always try to hide the pain Y/n, you always know just what to say to make people hate you. You lie but I don't let it define you because I know the truth" I told her

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