Quit

Chapter 29

{ Ariana's pov}

"Nah I don't know. Life is shit" Y/n said

"It's not. You just have to make it good for yourself" I told her

"How, when I already ruined it and screwed up every chance to save it?" She asked and I sighed

"Let's put these topics to bed and go fuck on the roof" I said

"What? Are you for real?" She asked and I nodded my head

"Why?"

"Just to say that we did it" I said and she smiled

"You're becoming a no risk no fun person. I like that" she said before getting up

I got up as well and we left her apartment. She was already on the highest floor, which I might add had an amazing view. We went to the stairs that lead to the roof. I was first and she was behind me

We opened the door it was beautiful. It was even clean and everything

I pulled her into my body by her t-shirt and looked up at her looking down at me. I got on my tiptoes and kissed her. We started making out against the door before she started taking off my clothes. She laid me down on the ground that was a little cold but nothing I couldn't handle

"You okay?" She whispered and I nodded my head

"Okay" she said before trailing kisses down my body and fucking me

After like I think 40 minutes we were done with our third round and she pecked my lips

"You good?" She asked and put some hair behind my ear

"Mhm" I smiled

I sat up to get dressed and just then the wind came and my bra was flying away. Y/n stood up and ran to get it but it was already gone

"Get dressed quickly and look at this" she said so I did just that and ran over to her

"It landed on that car" she pointed with her finger somewhere but I couldn't see it

"Here" she said and gave me my glasses

I saw it and laughed as the man pulled up to the side. He looked angry as fuck and threw my bra in the trash before getting in his car again and slamming the door

Y/n and I laughed and when the laughter died down we just looked at each other in silence

"Come let's lie down a little" she said

We were stargazing in silence. Her arm was wrapped around my shoulder and my head was on her chest. We weren't saying anything but we both knew the universe was saying 'I love you' for us. She looked down at me with a look that confirmed that I was right and I smiled at her

"Are you happy?" I asked her

"No" she answered

"When are you happy?"

"In your arms to be honest"

I immediately climbed on top of her and wrapped my arms around her tightly and she relaxed. I felt how her whole body was tense but when I held her it was all gone

"You mean so much to me" I whispered and she kissed the top of my head

She sat up and pulled out her pack of cigarettes. She lit one up and started smoking. I watched her as she pulled out a bottle Jack Daniel's from the corner and openedit

"You want some?" She asked

"Nah, I'd rather just watch you smoke and drink"

We sat there, she was smoking cigarettes, at 5 in the morning. I fell asleep with my head on her chest. I knew she stayed a little longer