Before...
I was indeed perfect for all of the peoples eyes. Having that kind of life before was indeed perfect. I'm famous for being a good girl, a smart student, jolly girl, and so more but. . .
Now. . .
I was messed up. The being perfect in their eyes starts to be a hatred. Who wouldn't be? After that thing happened, I'm now the top one, not in class nor batch mates, but in trouble. I'm still famous, not for being a good girl but for being a badass. I'm still smart but sometimes I used it for tricking and making someone hurt. And the jolly girl was gone.
Who would have thought that from a perfect girl will turn in a badass one? No one, cause my life 'before' was perfect.
I promised my self not to cry. And I promised to myself too that I'll make myself happy, but the thrill can't make my day complete anymore. The word 'exhaustion' is not enough to tell what I feel.
And that's why I have thought to kill myself. By slitting my wrist? Stabbing myself? No, I want to kill myself by the thing that I can't hurt my body. So, drowning myself is the answer. But, I never really thought it would immediately be done.
That's how I get in, in the world of 'thrill'.
BINABASA MO ANG
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