vinnie had a long day and passed out next to me before paying even an ounce of attention to me. i needed him in so many ways but i didn't get a chance to tell him before he was snoring next to me.
then an idea came to me. i knew it was risky and i shouldn't even think about it. i looked over to make sure he was really asleep. he was. i then pulled down my shorts and panties. i hesitated for awhile before my stubbornness took over. what's he gonna do? so what if i get in trouble. he's the one that didn't give me attention. i slowly convinced myself to continue.
i spread my legs and bit the insides of my cheeks to keep myself quiet. he was still sound asleep. i began to touch myself, staying silent. i knew what i was doing because he taught me how to do it properly...with his permission of course.
vinnie had set rules for us and expected me to follow them thoroughly. i was breaking a big one and it made it worse because he was in the room. he made it clear to me that if i needed him i had to tell him cause he'd always help me no matter what. i just really didn't want to wake him because he hadn't had a break all day.
i began to get too into it and i closed my eyes, not watching to see if he was still sleeping. barely audible whines left my throat. my breathing was heavy.
suddenly i felt a cold hand wrap around my wrist tightly. my eyes jolted open. vinnie was laying on his side facing me leaning his head onto his hand. he was looking at me like i was pitiful.
"what the fuck do you think you're doing?"
i stuttered at his question. he grew impatient and climbed on top of me placing both my wrists above my head. it then struck me how vulnerable i was. "i asked you a question sweetheart." his tone lightened but i knew he was angry as hell with me. "i- i didn't wanna wake you...you had a long day and-"
"shhhh..." he interrupted.
"i didn't ask for your excuses...i asked you what you're doing." he glared above me. i breathed in deeply after realizing that i hadn't been breathing.
"i was touching myself sir.." i broke eye contact not being able to stand it. "and that's not allowed is it princess?" he asked grabbing my jaw to make me look at him again. "n-no sir it's not." "mhm." he got off of me.
i was confused as he left the bed. i began to get worried as he opened a drawer. he pulled out a vibrator. my breath caught in my throat and i sat up. i scooted all the way against the headboard preparing to beg for mercy.
"v wait-" i stuttered as he walked back towards the bed. "it's too late to use my nicknames and be all sweet and innocent, slut. now open your legs." "baby i can't do this..." "you wanted it that bad earlier why are you complaining?"
i looked down. his finger lifted my chin. "hey..." his voice was soft. "you say the word and it all stops. you know that. you're safe. you always are." he said referring to our safe word. i nodded giving him a sad smile.
"now...open those pretty legs for me yeah?" and with that...i was soaked. i obeyed not wanting to disappoint him any further.
he placed the vibrator to my skin and turned up the power faster than i prepared myself for. "b-baby..." "shut up and take it. you'll learn your lesson." i tilted my head back in defeat.
i closed my eyes and tried to focus less on the intense amount of stimulation i was in. "that's my girl...you got it." he mumbled as he trailed down. soon he was kissing my thighs. "fuck-" i was starting to enjoy it.
suddenly everything stopped. i opened my eyes and looked down. "wha-" "shhh listen." i closed my mouth. "since you think you can do everything without me...go ahead." "i- i'm sorry?" i was confused. "please yourself. since you think you can do it without me." "n-no baby that's not what i think...you make me feel the best i can't do it as good as you." "do what i say." he wouldn't budge.
i cringed. i didn't want to humiliate myself like this. i was so vulnerable. but i had to listen. i began where i left off with myself earlier. i kept a straight face, no moaning. i wasn't gonna give him a show. i wanted to show him that i couldn't do it like he could. that i still needed him.
"it doesn't feel good when it's not your fingers." i said looking at him through my eyelashes. "then why did you do it to begin with?" "because i was aching and i wanted you to rest." i broke eye contact again as i curled my fingers. it felt good and i moaned a little.
"you can always ask me beautiful." he said as he climbed back on top of me. he removed my fingers from me. he brought my hand up to his mouth and sucked my fingers. "mmm.." he hummed. "i'll give you what you need now." he entered me without warning. my eyes rolled back. i had been craving this for what felt like forever.
"yes...just like that.." i whined. his hands ran over my skin. he pulled up on my back, forcing me to arch it. "atta girl.." he groaned. he picked up pace. i pulled his hair.
he pulled at my thighs trying to hold them on his hips. i crossed my ankles trying to help. "good girl." i moaned loudly at his praise. he pulled my hair and rammed harder into me. i just about screamed. i had never felt him like this.
"jesus baby you feel so good." he said out of breath, throwing his head back. i was in heaven. everything felt so good. the way his fingers gripped the skin of my thighs, leaving marks. the way he felt inside of me, making me feel whole. the feeling of his fingers in my hair. it was all so good. so perfect.
eventually we both released and caught our breath. i was laying over his chest. "i'm sorry v. i just didn't want you to lose sleep. you work so hard and i don't know...i just didn't want to wake you for something so unimportant." i felt his lips kiss my forehead. "it's okay angel. it's just one of our rules. everything you need is important okay? and jeez please wake me up for that reason i definitely don't want to miss out." he laughed squeezing me into him.
"i love you i'm sorry." i pouted. "i love you too baby it's okay." he kissed my forehead again.
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