The art of being alone / Yuta okkotsu x reader

Chapter 14

Y/n Pov:
Right when I got to my dorm I realized I left my phone here. I checked it to see it was 7am. "Should I go to class today? I really missed a lot of days" I said to myself.

I was feeling tired, sleepy and mostly weak. "I'll just go for today." I then went to shower quick, and then changed into my uniform.

"Maybe I'll just take a short nap." I had 30 minutes left for class.

1st Pov:
Class has started and Y/n was in no sight to be seen. Gojo was also late. More like 30 minutes late.

Yuta was looking around to see if you were to come. "You do know she isn't gonna come today right?" Maki said as she crossed legs.

"Tuna" Inumaki nodded. All of a sudden Gojo teleported to the class. "Sorry class, I forgot I had a class to teach". He said as he walked to his desk.

"How do you even forget you work at a school?" Maki looked at him. "Anyways class just so you know you're two months with your partner is now over so I hope you guys learned how to work together." He said as he changed the subject looking at everyone.

"Yea...." everyone said not trying to eye at Yuta who noticed and sighed. "Where's Y/n?" Gojo questioned noticing she wasn't at her usual seat.

"Well-" Yuta couldn't even finish his sentence when they saw the door open. "Sorry I'm late Gojo sensei. I ended up oversleeping last night." Y/n said as she bowed to him having no expression on her face.

'Shes here?!" All the students thought to themselves. "I'll give you a pass this time since you do look exhausted." Gojo said as he smiled at the girl.

"Thank you." She bowed once more before going to her seat. Yuta couldn't look at her. He was just staring at his pencil in front of him.

Every time he wanted to look at her, he sensed a bad aura around her. He felt really guilty now that she was next to him.

Throughout class he wasn't paying attention in class, but only thinking of yesterday. He was so mad and stressed that he slammed his head hard on the desk.

"Yuta are you alright?" Gojo asked as everyone including Y/n looked at him. "Sorry for interrupting the class I'm fine." He said. He looked over to his left to see Y/n eyes on him. She quickly looked away not wanting to see him.

He sighed to himself as he leaned his head on one arm. 'How in the world do I start a conversation with her? I can't just say oh hey Y/n. That's too direct and now things with me and her are off and awkward.' Yuta thought to himself.

Y/n in the other hand was trying her best not to sleep. She only got around 1 hour of sleep. Not enough to make her go through the day not dozing off.

It was now time for lunch and Gojo teleported quickly as he had a meeting with the principal.

Everyone got up to see Y/n sleeping as her arms were beneath her face crossed, facing Yuta side.

"Should We wake her up?" Maki asked. "No. Let her sleep. I'm pretty sure she hasn't gotten much sleep since ended up coming to class. My poor child." Panda went up to her to pat her head.

"Yuta are you coming?" Panda asked as they were all by the door. "I'll be there in a bit I have to do something really quick here." Yuta told his friends.

They all left the class until panda peaked his head through the door. "If you do something to her again I will end you here!" Panda whispered as he put his arm to his neck, making a slicing movement to warn him.

Yuta agreed and panda left. As Yuta was still in his seat he looked over Y/n who was facing him still asleep. He decided to move his desk next to hers.

He also did put his arms beneath his face just to make the same position as her. Except he was facing her.

As he was staring at her, he couldn't see her face clearly as her hair was in her face. He thought about it and moved her hair away from her face, making it easier to see her.

He went back to his position and stared at her for a few minutes. She was a heavy sleeper. He noticed her bags under her eyes even though her eyes were closed. He also saw her eyes swollen.

"I'm sorry Y/n. I'll do anything just to get you back. I will make you feel appreciated this time. Just give me time to make this work out well. No more Rika. I promise." He said to her as she was still asleep.

He continued staring at her. For him he was just staring at a innocent nice girl. A girl who needed to be loved. A girl who was strong physically, but not mentally.

"Pretty." He said out loud not thinking before saying. "Wait!" He looked around to make sure on one was looking at him.

"Why do I keep saying stuff like this lately about her?" He sighed to himself as he put his hands to his face. He got up to leave the class. One last time looking at her, he sighed and left.

As the day went on Y/n ended up skipping lunch. As the students came back from lunch they saw her wide awake writing someone in a piece of paper. Everyone wanted to know why she came to class, but they also wanted to make it seem as if they didn't know about the situation.

Class ended and Y/n got up from her to leave. Until Panda had pulled her. "MY DAUGHTER OH HOW TIRED YOU LOOK. LETS EAT LUNCH TOGETHER!" Panda said happily hoping she wouldn't notice a change in him.

"Sure. That's if you're paying I don't have much on me right now." Y/n looked at him emotionlessly.

"For you everything is free. See you guys later I'll be having a daughter and father date with Y/n." Panda said as he quickly picked up Y/n over his shoulder like a baby. "Panda Wait!" Y/n panicked, but left leaving everyone smiling.

"Panda is a good person." Yuta smiled. "You mean animal?" Maki joked. "But you're right. He's a good thing. Ever since he met Y/n, he instantly saw her as a child so he basically likes Y/n more than anyone here." Maki said.

"Maki, Inumaki I have no idea how to talk to Y/n." Yuta frowned looking down. "You're right in that one. If I'm being honest you're fucked up." Maki looked at him.

"Really?" Yuta said deadpanning at her. "Shake". Inumaki nodded. "You too Inumaki?" Yuta sighed.

"I couldn't sleep all night. It's been bothering me a lot and I have the need to talk to her. I just don't know how to approach her." He Said looking at both of them.

"To be honest we can't really help you with this. None of us have ever been on bad terms with her so we don't know what to do in that case." Maki explained.

"But... if she were to ever get mad a me for a reason I'd tried talking to her, explain everything I have to say, and if she still doesn't feel comfortable with the situation, I'd do a lot in that case to get her back." Maki looked at Yuta.

"Maki... you have a whole point. When do I approach her though. It's not like I just could go up to her and be like 'Y/n let's talk' that would make things worst." Yuta sighed covering his face with his forehead.

"I think I have a plan." Maki grinned to herself. "Maki what are you thinking". Yuta looked at her wether if this was good or bad. "Nothing I'll tell you later." She gave a thumps up to him.

Panda Pov:
As I was looking for a place to eat, I was still carrying Y/n, but now it was a piggyback ride. "Panda you do know I can walk on my own right?" She giggled .

"I do know, but today everything is on me, including walking so you can rest my child." I said as I was still walking.

I felt her sighed. I felt bad that she's really tired and of course it had to be Yuta. I ASKED FOR ONE THING WHICH WAS NOT TO HURT HER, BUT THE ONE THING I ASK HE DOES IT.

"Is everything alright panda? You looked like you just remembered something bad." Y/n asked concerned.

"Oh no no my dear lovely only child I have , everything is great! Now let's go eat somewhere quick I'm hungry." I told her as we were walking.

'I hope you have a great plan to get Y/n back Yuta.' I sighed to myself

Published: April 17, 2021