The art of being alone / Yuta okkotsu x reader

Chapter 33

The following day Y/n was now in her dorm resting well as Yuta was preparing to leave tomorrow.

"Wait so you're leaving tomorrow? As in tomorrow tomorrow?! And why are we knowing that now!" Panda exclaimed feeling betrayed.

"I couldn't find the right moment to tell you guys. I didn't want to think of it. I just wanted to spend my time left with all of you guys. I told maki about it a while ago, but forgot to tell you guys." Yuta said as he was in class with the other 3 students.

"You've told Y/n about it though right?" Maki asked. "That's the problem. I was going to tell her in the hospital, but I ended up distracting myself with something else." Sighing from that everyone understood his situation.

"Class finished already so it's now you have to tell her you know?" Panda told him.

"Tell who what?" Everyone turned around to see Y/n by the door. "Y/n?!" Everyone said In union surprised to see her.

"I was just here walking till I heard you guys. What's happening?" She asked. "Um we'll leave. Yuta has to talk to you about something." Maki said as she dragged panda and Inumaki with her. "Kelp!" Inumaki waved at her as she waved back.

"What was that you wanted to tell me?" Y/n ask seeing Yuta not looking at her.

"Y/n... I'm going on a mission tomorrow." Yuta fiddled with his hands feeling uncomfortable.

"A mission? That's fine then. Just come back safe then tomorrow." She smiled.

"That's not it. I'm leaving on a mission overseas for about a year." Yuta looked at her. "Oh... Why didn't you tell me this? We've could've done more together and have fun. But it's tomorrow." Y/n said in discomfort of the situation.

"I just didn't know how to tell you. I didn't want you to worry or anything."

"No. I get that, but you still should've told me I would've understand it. Do you not trust me?" She questioned him.

"I do! But like im saying I just didn't want to make you worried or anything. Even with our relationship-" Yuta tried explaining, but was interrupted.

"Yuta! What I'm saying is that don't you think you're being ignorant? You cared for me so why didn't you tell me anything. We can't make this relationship work out!" Y/n was trying to comprehend him until...

"Let's break up." Those three words made Y/n stop and stay tensed for a second. "What..." she couldn't get the words out her mouth.

"I'm sorry. I truly love you I swear, but I'm going to be gone for a year and us being in a relationship like that might just make us miserable to see each other." Yuta sighed as he was waiting for a response.

"Is that so... i was actually planning on waiting for you. I don't care about the long distance relationship. Maybe that's just you?" She questioned as she was now a bit irritated.

"Maybe I am. I want us together, but do you really think it'll be worth waiting for me for a year?" He questioned.

"For me was a yes. Now asking you. Are you not willing to wait for a year and just want us to break up and get back together until you get back?" She asked him.

"Well... that's what I was kinda planning...-" Yuta struggled to find the right words hoping for it to come out.

"Hmm. You're dumb you know that? What if I started to loose feelings for you while you were gone? Say I go out with kamo, how would you feel?" She questioned him which surprised him.

"What? I mean of course I'll get mad. I'm just saying that it's better if I'm just focused more on my mission because it's really important."

"So basically im a distraction?" She utterly said. "Yes. Wait no! I mean that once I go I have to focus on the mission, but also have to give you attention and I need you to just stay healthy and happy and not be worried about me in case something happens." Yuta explained seeing Y/n irritated.