The art of being alone / Yuta okkotsu x reader

Chapter 40

"Yuta there's something I want to let out." You told him as he stopped walking.

You guys were almost at your destination, but maybe a quick break once again wouldn't hurt since you've guys been walking way too much.

"I can tell it's bothering you by the looks of it. Talk to me." He said finding a good place to rest.

"Remember what happened about me seeing the past and the future?" He nodded.

"There's more random memories popping up to my head which feels like everything that's happening now is adding up." Yuta sat well this time curious about what exactly you were talking about.

"In conclusion, everything that mist had said about me killing her family was true."

Yuta eyes widened not believing what you just said. "There's no way. You were born at that time there's no changes of you doing that. It doesn't explain anything."

"I really did murdered them. It wasn't no hallucination or anything." He stopped you as he didn't want to believe it was you.

"Y/n there's seriously no way that would've happened. It's all a illusion that curse has given you." It seemed that he was trying to make you feel not guilty about the things you saw, but had no idea wether it was true or not.

"Yuta.... The thing is...I'm reincarnated. Like it's really not an illusion. Everything was true and my memories from back then are all coming back to myself again."

Yuta eyes widened, surprised by the sudden statement. Yuta sometimes doubted the fact that reincarnation was true to believe. But you saying it was nothing he would ever expect yo hear.

"So... that means you can remember every exact thing about your past?" He asked concern.

"Yes. Everything is all coming to my head more clearly. Whatever that curse did to me with me, it made me remember a past life I shouldn't have remember."

"Well, this is good right?" He tried to lift the atmosphere from being dull, but you looked at him frowning a bit. "I guess not... tell me what happened."

"Back then my past family was super close to mist family because my older sister was dating mist son. Everything was totally fine with them and I really didn't think anything would happen. But back then I see that I felt a strange feeling with her boyfriend. He seemed nice. But his presence...."

"His presence felt off right?" Yuta questioned.

"It did. Awfully bad actually. I have no idea why, but there was a day when him and my sister had decided to go on a date. Something about him that day felt so bad that I decided to follow them all day without getting noticed. And of course it worked out, until he and her were alone at the side of the road near our place. They seemed really happy. I think the past me was tired that she wanted to leave, but what I witnessed that she saw was awful."

Yuta wondered how awful it could've been. "Did he do or say something...?"

"That son of a bitch killed her. He killed the girl who was my sister back then. He killed his own girlfriend." For some reason you felt a lot of anger that your self past had experienced.

"No way... why would he? That makes so sense at all."

It felt bad saying what you had to say, but you remember mist is listening to every word right now, since you did call her out just to listen and nothing more.

"He played with her. He did it for fun. Like that's pretty fucked up in my opinion. I guess all boys and men are the same besides panda and Inumaki." You sighed before Yuta decided to talk.