Chapter 50

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Hi guys

I was reading through some old chapters because of all the comments you left there (thank you so much btw)

And I have to apologise for some really cringe stuff I wrote here and there hahah

Like those old text message screenshots -- pleaaaase
Or the beginning in general is pretty boring and stupid but hey y'all are still here and trusted the process of my writing hahah

Thank you♡









He grabbed me by the back of my thighs and pushed me up against his body signalling me to wrap my legs around his lower body.

I looped my arms around his neck and pulled him close.

He turned around with me in his grip and walked over to his bed meanwhile our lips danced together incessantly.

He gently put me down on the mattress and hovered over my lying figure. We broke the kiss to shortly catch our breaths.

My lips were swollen and I longed for more to happen between us. I was so needy because of the alcohol.

"Damn I missed you so much", he mumbled in a husky voice, his face only inches away from mine.

He untangled his hand from my hair and moved it down my side. It floated hesitantly over my stomach unsure of whether to touch me or not.

But he gave in to his urge and slipped his hand under the fabric of my shirt to caress my bare skin with his thumb.

I wanted to tell him that I missed him too but I didn't trust my language since I was still so I intoxicated.

So instead I decided to show him how I felt and pulled him down by his collar for another kiss.

My lips enveloped his lower lip to capture it between my teeth and nibble on it before I slid my tongue over it hoping to convey everything that I wanted to let him know in this single kiss.

My hands found their way to his chest slowly travelling down his defined torso. I knew what this would lead to if we didn't stop soon.

He reacted to my kiss and touch by gripping my chin and nudging it to the side for better access to my neck.

He connected his lips to the sensitive skin on my neck and sucked it creating a work of art with blue and purple bruises on my neck almost sending me over the edge.

My skin was on fire fuelling my burning desire and I allowed my hands full bent. They moved under his shirt to roam over his muscular abdomen before attempting to take it off him. But he stopped me.

"Let's not do this", he said a little out of breath.

I couldn't help but to form a small pout with my reddened lips.

"I would love to, I really would", he said smiling at my cute pout, "but first I need to know what's going on between us. I'm not ready to make the same mistake again."

I bit my lower lip trying to comprehend what he has just said to me but it was hard to overcome the fuzzy feeling in my head caused by the alcohol.

"And I think you're too drunk to walk two meters straight, let alone make up your mind about us", he said getting off of me.

I liked the sound of 'us' rolling off his tongue but I didn't like the allegation that I wasn't able to walk straight anymore.

"Of course I can walk straight", I complained sitting up as well and crossed my arms in front of my chest, "watch me."

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