NOT AGAIN (Cruel Reality Series 4) [COMPLETED]

Sulat Manunulat

Hello poooo! This is me again, Lyka. Nakatapos na naman po tayo ng isa na namang storya. Ito na po yata ang pinakamahabang story na naisulat ko and yeah, ang pinakamatagal. I'm really sorry for making you wait for a long time. Halos 4 months na pala simula nang isulat ko ito. Thanks God, natapos ko na siya.

Well, tatlong beses ko pong nirevise ang plot nito and everytime I'm revising, my mind keeps on telling me that I need to make it worth it as much as possible. Sabi po ng utak ko, kailangan maging inspiration din ako sa iba pang manunulat na lumabas sa kanilang comfort zone at ilabas ang iba nilang talent.

Honestly po, I'm into drama and erotic scenes. Hindi ko rin po alam kung bakit mas gusto ko ang genre na iyon, maybe because I'm a big fan of fifty shades and beautiful series? Chosss. Kaya hirap na hirap po akong magsulat nitong series na ito (feeling ko po kasi ang light nito kaya hirap na hirap ako). Pero look naman po, natapos po natin.

Gusto ko pong pasalamatan ang lahat ng nagbabasa ng story na ito simula noong una. Alam ko pong ang tagal ninyong hinintay ang mga ud's ko pero masaya po ako dahil hanggang ngayon, sinusuportahan ni'yo pa rin po ako. Mahal na mahal ko kayo.

Salamat po talaga ng marami. Kayo ang lakas ko, kayo ang inspiration ko. Kayo ang nagbibigay lakas sa akin para tapusin ang story ko, I never called you nakikibasa lang because you're not. Parte kayong lahat ng stories na ginagawa ko, I luv u just like my own family.

In the middle of creating this story, I'm dealing with my mental health. There's a whole inside my chest that I can't explain about. Basta ang alam ko, kahit ang maging malungkot, hindi ko magawa. May mga araw na ayokong gumalaw at gawin ang mga bagay na nakapagpapasaya sa akin noon. Even writing or singing. Wala, gusto ko lang humiga sa kama, umiyak o hindi kaya matulog, most of the time, I'm crying without specific reason, without any trigger at all. All I know is that I'm feeling empty. I can't laugh genuinely anymore or I can't even go out with my friends and be happy. I tried going to a counseling back then but I didn't continue it. Natakot ako haha. Now, I'm considering seeking for professional help once again. So, please bear with me po if my other stories will take a little while to finish. I'm telling you this because you are already part of my life now. Ang hirap kasi mag-open kapag sinasabi ko, so I'm writing to express myself. I'm not telling you this po to gain sympathy but I want to voice out my condition to become inspiration to other people who's dealing with their mental health too. Take care of your mental health just like how you take care of your physical health. I know, this sounds ironic because I'm dealing with mine too kaya po ngayon, I'll start taking care of mine. Sana kayo rin po.

Don't worry po, I'll continue writing and giving you some hot and steamy scenes. Ofcourse with drama na rin. Haha! I'll keep on writing while taking care of myself. After all, writing is my passion. Nawala lang ako saglit ng landas nitong nakaraang buwan pero babalik at babalik pa rin ako sa aking passion. It's writing and singing. (I'll try to post some song covers soon. Hahaha)

Ang haba na naman po ng speech ko. Pero gusto ko po talagang pasalamatan kayo. Thank you thank you. Words are not enough to give my thanks to all of you. Salamat sa suporta, sa tiwala at sa pagmamahal. Mahal na mahal ko kayong lahat. Huwag ninyong kalimutan. Thank you po ulit.

Magkita kita tayo sa susunod kong storya! Luv u all! Humanda kayo kay Speed HAHAHA

PS- baka magbigay po ako ng Special Chapters. Nandoon po ang mga hot and steamy scenes nila hahaha.

SIM AND MARK SIGNING OFF.