Steve Johnson✓

chapter 45

Sophia P.O.V

His hand slid down to my thighs and stayed in air. Our look lingered on his hand. He then pulled on the bedsheet up to our shoulders.

" Don't try anything stupid,.. now.. sleep " he mumbled to my face. My eyes laid on his lips till he finished. Should I ask permission to kiss him?!. If I, how I want to ask him?!.
Is it like, Steve, Can I kiss you? Or... Hey, Steve come on let's kiss or... let's kiss man..

Total crap!!!

I shook my thoughts and lifted my gaze from his lips to his eyes which are looking at me. My eyes studied his but why I am thinking that we are going to kiss.

Oh my holy Jesus, mother Mary!!!

He pecked on my lips. It's an high-speed kiss. " Good night " he bid me and closed his eyes. I left by staring at him.

Those eyes hid behind his eye lids. One of the sharpest weapon in my world of his dreams. I laid peacefully there in his warmth embrace by resting my head on his worked arm being away from him by a centimeters distance to his face. Having his one arm around my waist which is now pumping electricity to my nerves. Now... my heart is coming out and touching his chest before going inside me. It's really what I dream of everyday. What took him so long?..

A tear escaped from my eye.

Why didn't he came for me in these years?..
Don't he missed me!?...
Will he believe if I say, I missed you!?....
Is he trusting me now!?.....
Will he be my Steve again!?......
Can I have his love again!?.......

If not..

I want this moment to last forever. I want to stop the moon from setting. I want to say loudly that I still love him and want him. I want to cry out the hard stones I had faced in past years by hugging him. I want to take him close to my chest without leaving any room for air. I want to say that I didn't do any mistake, there isn't my mistake at all. I want to say that I am still his little princess.

And...

Still Mrs. Steve Johnson.

I wiped out my tears and sooner felt asleep observing him.

_____________next morning...

Guess what... I didn't stopped moon from setting again.

I opened my eyes and looked around. It's morning. Thank god!.. curtains are closed so that we get little bit privacy... privac- I stopped myself and observed Steve who is still sleeping. Not only girls have dark eyelashes, some boys look so handsome when they have it. I am lucky to have my husband with dark eyelashes and dark eyebrows. His eyes are perfectly wrapped under this beautiful soft eyelids. Thanks to god. I can't able to deal with them if they are out of it.

His hand still around my waist tugging me so close and so hard to his chest. If I am aroused by cologne or If I didn't continue restricting feeling aroused, to be honest.. my unconscious nipples may wake him up. So I am restricting myself. And believe me, his hand is so heavy. I slowly lifted his monster hand, quickly and quietly I jumped of the bed without waking him up. It's 6'O clock in the morning. Winnie will wake up by 7 and I think Amy too.

I turned my way to the closet and changed myself into Black Square Bralette and light grey joggers.

I stepped down to the hall where Ruby is carrying a paper box.

" Hey, Ruby.. Is there any room for exercise and meditation " I asked her.

" Yes, sister. " she said and told me the directions to his private gym in his own house. I whispered a thank you and reached back of the house. And there it is, the space is completely surrounded with steel walls. How is it possible?. Every one doesn't be like me, some shows much interest in studies than anything but me stood here pampering kids and devilish husband... you know.. that's a beautiful life, taking care of children, waiting for my husband, eating dinner together and having a nice day on Sunday.. that's what every heart-ful girl wish for.