Play Date with You (JenKai)

20: REGRET

20: REGRET
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J E N N I E

"Je meose chwihan chae geureom
Jom eottae da haedo dwae neon yeah.." (English: Get drunk on your own style what's wrong with that you can do anything yeah..)

I tried to maintain a straight face while watching him perform with his group. It's hard not to react, when the truth is.. I am awed by his presence. I know that both of us are in the same field but it is indeed the first time after three years that I saw him this close.

"Don't jump too much Chaeyoung, your mask is slipping.." I told Chae.

She is so excited to attend this concert of EXO. This is their first comeback after three years.. and of course every exo-ls are hyped up.

"I love you Loey!!!" Rosé shouted with all her lungs. Seriously? I hope no one noticed that it's her.

"Come on Jen! Support your ex!" Chaeyoung whispered more likely shouted at my eardrums.

"Are you having fun Eris?!!!" Baekhyun asked and everyone shouted that almost wrecked my ears.

I am not ashame to admit that I shout as well! It's not my first time attending a k-pop concert of course but I'm so overwhelm by this huge wave of exo-ls that fills up the whole stadium with their undying energy and love. I feel like I am one of them!

"I love you Suho!!!"

"Saranghae D.O!!"

"Marry me Xiumin!!!"

"You are an angel Chen!!"

"I want you Sehun!!!"

"Be mine Lay!!!"

"Baekhyun!!! You are my happiness!!"

"You are so perfect Chanyeol!!!" Rosé shouted along the other exo-ls.

Maybe it's a virus that I can't help but shout as well. "I MISS YOU KIM JONGIN!!"

I heave a sigh after shouting those words, my eyes widening.. did I shout too loud?

I heard Rosé's chuckle beside me. "He probably heard you.." she teases that made my heart beats faster.

"Shut up." I pouted and look up watching Kai fooling around with D.O and Lay on his side.

He didn't hear me. He didn't even know that I am here.

That after three years, the girl who play date with him and broke his heart without leaving an explanation is in his concert, watching him have fun. Watching him live his world without my name tainting his.

You made the right decision Jennie.. I told myself as I watch him enjoyed his performance.

"Let's welcome.. our romantic dancer.." I heard Baekhyun trying to hold his laughter as he introduced Kai for his solo performance, "Kim Jongin!"

"Isn't he gorgeous? Don't you ever regret letting him go?" Rosé asked while the acoustic violin song of loveshot starts as Kai started to dance with the rhythm.

He is only wearing a thin white long sleeves polo and a low pants that hung around his torso. He really deserve the nickname I gave him.. he's indeed a sexy beast.

I held my breath with his every move that flexes his muscles that is place on every right side of his body. Isn't it illegal to be that.. masculine and beautiful at the same time?

"Kyaahhh~!! Jonginnn!!"

"Here!!! Pick me!!!"

"Meee!!! Jongin!! Be mine!!"