Forever With You (Sequel To I'm Not Okay (Gerard Way X Reader) )

Chapter 5: Gerards Not Okay

I had to walk Gee home last night and lets just say it was a hassle...

~~Flashback~~

"Gerard come on I have to get you home." I told him. He kept trying to brake from my grip and dance around. He kept saying he was an 'exotic dancer' and that he needed to dance for the unicorns... He had A LOT to drink apparently. After a few minutes of him trying to dance around I had to do something about it.

"Gerard listen to me. Your not a fucking exotic dancer, there are no fucking unicorns, and I'm not letting you go." I told him sternly. He stopped and I looked at him. He looked at me angerly and tried to hit me in the face. "FUCK YOU!!! FUCK YOU BITCH!!!" He yelled still trying to hit me in the face. He bit my arm which caused a reflex for me to hit him.

He looked at me hurt. "Y-you hit me..." He said tearing up. He started silently crying onto my side. I looked at him sadly. I hugged him and he hugged me. "Why does nobody love me??" He asked me still crying. I pulled his face up and made him look at me. "I love you. Mikey loves you. Your mom and Dad love you. Everyone loves you Gerard." ((No kidding))

He looked at me but this time when I looked at him he had no emotion in his eyes. They were completely dull. "Gee are you okay?" I asked. All he did was stare at me. "Gee? Gerard?" I asked. Nothing. Just a blank stare. All of the sudden Jaden came over to us. The show was over but she helped clean up since she was the one who convenced them to set this up.

"What's he doing?" She asked looking at Gerard who was still staring at me. "I don't know. He's been staring at me like that for a few minutes now." I told her. She looked at him and then helped me pick him up. "Lets get him home before something bad happens." She told me picking up his right shoulder. I picked up his left and we walked out of the coffee shop.

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We got to his house and helped him inside. All the guys were staying the night. Even Jordan and Riley were gonna stay. We brought Gerard over to his room where everyone was sleeping and put him in his bed. His eyes returned to their happy state and he fell asleep. I kept looking at his wrist and thought I saw something but chose to ignore it. It might just be something he drew on his wrist.

After a while everyone decided it would be better to go upstairs and watch TV for a while. Ray, Mikey, and Frank sat on the couch like they did when we were being scared to death by puppets, Jaden, Jordan, and Riley sat on the other couch with Jaden cuddling Jordan and Riley watching the TV while leaning his head on the back of the couch. I sat by myself on the chair that Gerard and I sat in while playing Truth Or Dare.

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After everyone fell asleep I went back downstairs to Gerards room so that I could lay down with him. It was about 2:00 am and I had been upstairs forever when I wanted to be with Gerard to make sure he was okay. Once I got down there I remembered the marks on Gerards wrist. It wouldn't hurt to find out what they were. I walked over to his side of the bed and pulled up his sleeve slowly so he wouldn't wake up ((i realize now this sounds like a sex scene but believe me its not.)). I looked at his wrist to find something I never wanted to find on anyone....

Cuts.