Forever With You (Sequel To I'm Not Okay (Gerard Way X Reader) )

Chapter 15: The Funeral

Y/N POV: I woke up the next day in someone's arms. I rolled over some and grabbed my phone. I saw a text. "The funeral has been moved for today at 5:30. Sorry to inform you so late." It read. I looked and saw it was only 10 am so I had a while. I looked over and saw Gerard still asleep but trying to find me. Hw moved his hand around but he couldn't find me. I laid back down and he threw his arm around me. He mumbled something and then pulled me closer. I saw Frank walk into his room and smile. He winked at me and mouthed 'get some!'. I flipped him off and he walked back upstairs. After about 5 minutes of laying like that Gerard woke up. "Hey beautiful." He said hugging me. "Hi." I replied. He sat up some and looked at me. "Does this mean were back together?" He asked raising an eyebrow. I chuckled a little. "I guess." I replied. He smiled at me and pecked my lips. "Good. Because I missed not being with you." He said. "But we were together everyday." I said. "But I couldn't give you kisses or cuddles with you." He said. I blushed a little and hugged him. He hugged back and then released. We both got up and walked into the living room. I saw that Jaden AND Mikey weren't there. Frank was messing with his phone in the chair, Ray was on the couch, and Riley was curled up on the floor.

I noticed Ray would move hid hands up to his fro a lot and stroke it then put his hands back down. Riley had his thumb in his mouth like a baby would. Gee and I walked into the kitchen and got some cereal pouring it into 2 bowls and then going to the table. We sat there eating our cereal in a comfortable silence. "Hey uhh Y/N... I told the people who were running the funeral business that we would sing a song up there... Is that okay?" He asked me. "Ya. Its fine." I replied. Its better than everyone sitting there bawling there eyes out. After eating he and I walked into the living room to see everyone was awake except Jaden and Mikey still weren't there... I wonder what happened to them. I watched TV with everyone else. We were watching a stupid drama show and making fun of all the stupid things they did.

~~TimeSkip~~

It was 4:00 now so we all decided to get ready now. Turns out Jaden had to go buy something at the store. She refused to tell us what though. Mikey did go with her though and that's why neither of them ever came into the living room. I walked downstairs to Gerards room and grabbed my dress. Gerard came down after me and grabbed his suit. Before I could leave he was already putting on his dress shirt. I caught myself staring and he did too. "Like watcha see?" He said. I blushed and turned away walking upstairs to the bathroom. Jaden walked out of the bathroom in her dress. She sighed and looked at me. I ignored her looking at me and walked into the bathroom.

After a few minutes I walked back into the room to see everyone dressed. Even Bob was coming with us. There were only two cars so we had to make due with what we had. Gerard, Mikey, Jaden, and I were taking Gees car while Bob, Ray, Frank, and Riley were taking Rays car. After a while of awkward silence in the car we finally made it to the church my dad was going to have his funeral in. We all got out and I saw my dads brothers and sisters greeting each other and talking. After a few minutes of talking to my family outside and introducing them to the others we all walked inside the church. Gerard, Frank, Ray, Bob, Mikey, Jaden, Riley, and I all sat in one pew. The order went: Bob, Ray, Riley, Frank, Jaden, Mikey, Gerard, then me.

~~TimeSkip because I forgot what they say at funerals ;-;~~

After a few speeches from my family members the band got up and headed towards the front. "Hi there everyone. My names Gerard. And in memory of Y/N's dad (D/N) were going to sing a song for you guys." Gerard said into the microphone. Mikey grabbed his bass, Bob sat at the drums, then Frank and Ray grabbed there guitars.

"I never said I'd lie and wait forever...
If I died we'de be together...
I can't always just forget her...
But she could try!
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see you are
Never coming home, never coming home
Could I should I?
And all the wound that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna...."

As they continued the song I started having flashbacks.

~~Flashback~~

"Daddy... Where's my mommy?" I asked with my small little 4 year old voice. "Sweetie your mommy isn't here anymore. Don't worry about it." He told me. "Okay daddy. Promise you'll be here forever?" I asked. "I promise sweetie." He replied.

~~Present~~

I looked up to see they were done with the song. Gerard walked back over to the pew. "You okay Y/N?" He asked me. "Yeah I'm fine... Just... Thinking" I replied. He nodded and helped me up. We were asked if 6 of us could help carry the coffin. Gerard, Mikey, Jaden, Frank, Riley, and I offered to do it. Turns out Frank is really short. He could barely touch the coffin. We all carried it out to the vehicle and put it in. Frank closed the door and we all started walking to our vehicles.

~~TimeSkip To The Burial~~

Everyone got out of their cars and walked under the tent. It started raining at about 12 so its been raining almost all day. I stood out in the rain and Gerard stood there with me. He gave me his jacket since mine was still in the car. "Everyone if you would like to bury anything with him please do it now." A man said. I walked forward and pulled out a drawing Gerard did before we left. It was of me as a little girl and my dad. I threw it down into the ground. Other people threw stuff down into the hole that was important to them. After the burial we all headed back to the Way residence. I walked to Gerards room and laid down not wanting to be bothered.

Mourning Time.