Forever With You (Sequel To I'm Not Okay (Gerard Way X Reader) )

Chapter 6: Please Don't Leave Me

I stared at his wrist for a moment before getting up out of his bed and walking upstairs. Everyone in the living room was up again but they were walking to their rooms or figuring out a place to sleep. I looked over at Jaden and she saw the look on my face. She told Jordan she'd be right back and walked out of the living room over to me. "Whats wrong Y/N?" She asked me. "Follow me." I told her and started walking downstairs to Gerard's room. She looked at me with a scared expression but followed me anyways.

We walked into his room and I walked over to the side of his bed Jaden following close behind. I pulled up his sleeve some but this time before Jaden could see anything Gerard woke up. "What are you doing?" He asked me pulling his wrist out of my hands. I looked up at him with a face that said 'I know.' He looked over at Jaden who walked out of the room and back into the living room.

"Why?" I asked him. He looked at me confused then realized. "Because. I don't want to be alive anymore. I want to die." He told me bluntly. I looked at him sadly. "Y/N I don't think we should be together anymore..." He told me. I looked at him. Did he really just say that? "Gerard maybe you should go back to sleep. You seem sleepy..." I told him. He looked at me with anger in his eye's. "Y/N I think we should brake up because I don't want to hurt you anymore." He told me. I looked up at him with tears in my eyes.

"Gerard if you brake up with me then it would only hurt me more. It won't make anything better. My life would be destroyed... Gerard please don't leave me." I told him sobbing into my hands. I felt him get off the bed and pick me up. He set me on the other side of the bed. "I promise I won't leave you Y/N. I'm sorry for saying anything about it." He told me hugging me. I cried into his chest and hugged him back.

"I love you Y/N."