Before you read <3

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First of all thank you for all the love and support I received for this book. Really, a big thank you to everyone.


But after seeing this book blow up because of tiktok and having many people reading and commenting on it I felt like I had to add some info at the beginning to make a few things clear.



1)
Lack of knowledge.

I started writing this book about three years ago when I was new to BTS, fanfiction and writing.

I had no clue about nothing.

So I want to apologise for a few things that I'd write differently nowadays but didn't know back then.



2)
The character's age.

It's a real problem, I know. They're quite young, not of age and especially y/n's and Jimin's relationship is legally prohibited.

I'm from Europe and in my country everything is quite easy-going when it comes to relationships and sex. No one really cares about your age when you lose your virginity (unless you're under 14) if there's consent, of course.

So I didn't quite consider the age of my characters in this book when I started writing because for me it was totally normal for a 17 year old and 19 year old to have a relationship.

But I understand that it isn't appropriate and that I should have considered the legal background. It's too late to change it now but it won't happen ever again.


3)
The storyline.

Ugh, it's messed up. I know. Reading through it again and looking at some comments I realised how much is going on this story.

It's kind of crazy but then again life never goes straight and some parts of this story have actually happened to me.

So I'm not going to apologise for how tricky their love life is. If you don't like it here's the 🚪


4)
Hate on the mcs.

You can have your opinion. You can share your opinion in the comments.

That's okay but please try to stay considerate and kind with your words.

It's also okay to cuss, just keep it casual.

What is not okay, is to hate on the characters and calling them out as stupid even though you have no idea of what they are going through.

Yes, it is fiction but since some of these scenarios are first hand experiences I want to share with you and teach you something about life if you're willing to listen.

Humans make mistakes, humans lie, humans are mostly scared and humans also fall back into old patterns.

It's not always black and white. There's always the choice between right and easy.

Whether it be fiction or real life, don't judge too quickly.


5)
The beginning.

I KNOW.
The beginning is soooooo boring, like the first few chapters are just blah blah blah.

But you have to consider that this was my first ever book on Wattpad and I've grown and learned a lot since then.

So if you have some time and a little patience, I would be really thankful if you gave this story a chance and maybe see the story evolve.


6)
Mature parts/chapters.

Yes, this book includes mature content.

If you're not comfortable with it, I put a warning at the beginning of the chapters. But not always so I apologise if you come across a heated scene  without a warning.

When I wrote the first smut scenes I wasn't very comfortable with dirty words and I also tried to censor the vulgar language.

In conclusion, you will see words like "fvck", "səx" and "heat" (I used it because I found it more poetic than just writing "cunt").

I found it more comfortable using these, you might find it cringe.

But IDGAF. I won't change it anymore.


7)
It's a Y/N story.
Written in the first person (I, me).

Don't complain, just 🚪 if you don't like it.

8)
Jungkook (or other BTS members that appear).

This story has absolutely NOTHING to do with the man/person JK is in real life.

You might recognize some character traits or some of their looks are definitely leaned on their appearance but I repeat, this is fiction and it has nothing to do with BTS irl.

9)
Yes, it will have a good ending.

Sorry for the spoiler but some of you who already know me also know that I don't like sad endings since there are already enough tragedies in the real world.

Why make a sad ending in the only safe place, our imagination?


10)
If you want more.

I can promise you my writing got a lot better over the last 3 years and you might notice that in other books.

So feel free to check out my other stories or visit my Instagram for one shots (ig @ btsximajin) (tiktok @ btsximajin) (Twitter @ btsximajin)


Currently I'm working on another book on here. I'm convinced that if you like this book or any of my other works you will enjoy it too. I let you know immediately when I'm going to publish it.

Get ready for a reading sample and stay tuned !!!







That's it I guess.

All I can say is enjoy reading and thank you for your support.

♡ btsximajin













And if you have some spare change might as well send it to my VERSE (link: https://verse.me/$btsximajin)

I'm joking lol

















... am I??

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