one minute to love (c-clown fanfic)

chapter 38

The camp was quiet... Because the day is off... The winter filling the streets and the sky is empty from any cloud... Like it's a spring day... Eunsae was watching everything... Even the colours of the birds it has different meanings... She kept walking until she reached the cafeterea... Here he is the commander sitting on that table that they fought on it when he confessed his love to her... Is he now here to say that this love is over? That what made eunsae uncomfortable when she saw him sitting with his angry face...

- "good evening"
Eunsae greeted him with worried... He pull his head from the table and looked at her and he smiled to change his expression to love and happy face then said:

- "good evening... Sit down..."

Her hands were shaking while moving the chair to sit on it even though she didn't see anything would bother her in the commander's eyes... She sat and didn't say anything she didn't even dare to look directly at him... He tried to give her some time to get back her strength before he say anything... She wanted to fill those moments with tears because she's nervous and doesn't think except with bad thoughts...

The commander understand her nervousness and her need to be relieve from all those thoughts so he removed the distance between them by taking her hand in his soft ones and said kindly:

- "I've missed you..."
Eunsae sighed... And felt comfortable in his hands that make her smile beautifully and shyly... But this didn't make her look at him... After big nervousness and shy... She said clearly:

- "Me too sir..."

The commander played with her hand in longing and said:

- "eunsae... When I be with you alone away from our military life... Call me with just my name and forget that I'm your commander..."
Eunsae was quiet for a moment while thinking of what the commander said then she said:

- "but..."

- "but what?"

- "but I wasn't used to that ever..."

The commander sighed playfully looking straight to her eyes as if he doesn't see anyone but her in his heart it's just her... So he said:

- "you need to be used to it by now because it's my right to hear my name from the lips of my love..."
Eunsae pushed back some tuft of her hair that landed on her face behind her ear... And felt some courage to pull her eyes up looking at him saying:

- "okay I promise you I'll try..."
Eunsae felt in those moments with the commander that she's the happiest girl in the world... The smile didn't leave her face and she promised herself that she won't think in the end of this beautiful day... She was trying to talk with him without those rough words that they always say to each other so she said:

- "hyuyoon told me that you will tell me some sweet words that you don't want anybody to hear it..."

The commander giggled and replied to her saying:

- "Oh My God... What a friend you have she's so stubborn... She tired me trying to convince her to go to the farm..."
Eunsae looked at him with some courage and a sweet smile formed on her face saying:

- "do you think that your suggestion about them would lead to something?"

The commander looked at her like she said something wrong then he said with a smile:

- "what do you mean by something?"

When their eyes met... Eunsae knew what does he think... So she looked at the window shyly and pressed her other hand tightly specially when she heard the commander laughter that made her confused and imparessd she wanted to defend herself so she said: