one minute to love (c-clown fanfic)

Chapter 40

The weather was warm, and the rain stoped, that couraged eunsae to cover herself in the blanket in bed watching the sunsit... Because she didn't has anything to do... Vicky was sitting beside her laughing at her going to bed so early this day... But eunsae replied saying:

- "what a beautiful thing to contact everything around us to tell them what is happening in our hearts..."
Eunsae didn't notice the sadness in Tia's eyes until she pull her head from the bellow and watched her carefully saying:

- "Tia... What's wrong with you dear?"

When eunsae said this her tears fell down but Tia hide it in her shaky hands... And in a moment vicky, eunsae and Min came close to her bed trying to comfort her when she drop herself on the bed crying hardly... They looked at each other sad for her then vicky pulled her up removing her hands from her eyes and asked her to talk with some boldness and without crying... Tia couldn't control herself until she cryed for along time in the middle of her friends comforting then she said:

- "I'm afraid that the commander would bunish me by forbeding me from my vacation and getting back to my family..."

The girls remembered what happened that Min and Tia would be bunished for their carelessness... But they forgot that caring much for hyuyoon and her problem... Min didn't say anything but she will get bunished with the same bunishment as her friend but she wasn't sad because she saw her family from a while... Eunsae was quiet because she can't defend on the commander or Tia... Vicky her head right then left then looked straightly to Tia saying:

- "in any way my friend... We need to accept the things as it is..."
Tia got back to crying again hardly... The tears were a sign of missing her family which she didn't see them in three years... And here eunsae interfered saying:

- "please Tia stop crying... you are making us sad too"

- "but that's not fare..."

- "let's just see what the punishment would be then you can cry as you want..."

- "I didn't see my father from four years... And I didn't see my mom from three years... So if he forbed me from my vacation it will be so hard to me.."
Min standed up and walked to the kitchen saying:

- "don't worry dear... First of all I'll get you a cup of coffee so you can smile... Second I'll write a paper for my brother I conffes to him that it's all my fault and I hope he will be convinced of it..."
Tia's wounds started to heal after she heard that from her loving friend... And all her friends made a circle around her growing hope in her again...

Finally hyuyoon opened her eyes hardly... While everyone circled her and the night filling her windows... She looked around seeing the happiness filling them... Specially kangjun who took her hands in his tired ones gently saying:

- "how do you feel now honey?"

She didn't say anything... But looked on the other side of the bed where the grand ma was sitting beside her wiping her forehead kindly saying:

- "are you okay dear?"
Kangjun's eyes didn't leave her face which she wanted to push him away to the other side of the world... She was removing her hand from his without anyone knowing except kangjun who understood why she treat him like this when she said to the grand ma:

- "I feel like a heavy mountain droped on my body and I can't move."

The grand ma played with hyuyoon's hair that fill her face... Then kissed her and left excusing herself to get some glasses of juice... But she wanted to give kangjun a chance to talk to her alone...

The dark night was filling the sky... And hyuyoon still didn't look at his side of bed... Kangjun wanted to forget her coldness to him and keep her health stable... He came close to her ear and whispered saying:

- "Thank God for your safety..."
Hyuyoon felt that this moment was her the most moments she wanted to fill it in crying... Because she's in a bad situation... Sick... Tired... And wounded lover... What could she does if she met all her sadness in this moment? Hyuyoon couldn't answer that question... She was just trying to avoid speaking or looking to him... Nothing saved that moment except the glasses of juice which the grand ma bring and served it to kangjun so he can give to you... Kangjun thanked the grand ma who left hoping for hyuyoon to get back to her health... And wishing for both of them a happy and healthy life... Kangjun straighten in his sit and the cup still in his hand asking from her to sit so she can drink the juice... But she refused what he want shaking her head... Silent moment passed before kangjun try again saying:

- "hyuyoon please have some juice... You didn't eat or drink for two days.."

Anger expression controled her face who looked at him cruelty and said:

- "I don't want anything from you..."

- "but..."

- "I said I don't want anything from you..."

Sad feelings controled kangjun more than anger... He wished if hyuyoon looked to his eyes and see how many hours did he stayed awake for her and got tired for her comfort... But she was determined on every rough meaning she said to him... She even was creating another harsh language he couldn't know its meaning... And in his last try... He said again:

- "you need to drink this juice for your health not for me..."

In the most difficult moment passed them hyuyoon threw the glass of juice and it poured on the ground... That made kangjun get mad but he didn't say anything and just got out of the room with sad and anger expression... In a minute the grand ma entered the room shocked seeing hyuyoon's face full of heavy tears... But the grand ma didn't leave she just sat on kangjun's chair beside her bed and said with longing:

- "what happened?"

- "nothing grand ma..."

- "but I heard loud voices... Did you fight with him?"

- "No grand ma..."

- "if you knew what he did for you in those past days... He didn't sleep for a moment... And he didn't let anyone of us to take care of you but him..."

Oppression was battling her heart, she listens to the words of the grand ma, and responded with a sad voice and tears saying:

- "I'm sick grand ma and it's my right on him to take care of me... And takes into account my circumstantial bad health..."

The grand ma shoke her head complaining about how she can't fix their problems or let them forgive eachother... So she left the room worried...