one minute to love (c-clown fanfic)

Chapter 49

Eunsae was late... And that made Mary worried that she've waited her an hour more before she open the door to see her standing infront of her... With exaustion and a little bit of happiness... Mary sighed with worriedness and said:
-"I was so scared about you eunsae... Where have you been?"
Eunsae entered quickly to change her dirty clothes with a smile on her face then said with carelessness:
-"and why did you get scared my friend?"
Mary got angry because of eunsae's carelessness and shout at her saying to stop her:
-"because you're my responsibility... Isn't it enough that you didn't let anyone know that you're here?"
Eunsae laughed hestericaly and said:
-"Yah stupid... And did you think that anyone would ask about me or worried about me? I'm not someone who would anyone ask about if they left or got missing so relax..."
-"anyway where have you been?"
-"I was discovering the secret of life..."
Mary looked confused at her friend who carried her clothes wanting to have a bath then said:
-"and what is the secret of life you naughty?"
Eunsae laughed and said:
-"it's work... Which always gives us a good feelings like that we still can give... And live... And that there's someone who's waiting our giving so happily... So the work is about how much we give, we get... The oposite of love which is about how much we give, it takes more from us..."
Mary understood that eunsae spend all her day working to forget her sadness and feel a little bit of comfort... Also as a prove she saw on her hands so many bruises which eunsae didn't feel its pain because she acheived something more important than pain...

-"good morning..."
Kangjun's greet was like a painful arrow to Hyuyoon she greeted back hugging her naked body with the blanket without looking at him... He sat next to her smiling and staring at her cute sleepy face all the time until she stoped her silence saying:
-"why are you staring at me like that?"
Kangjun came so close to her as she felt all her body including her cheeks burn under his spell... He hugged her weak body and whispered saying:
-"to see your smile..."
She smiled and he giggled before she say again:
-"why?"
-"because I love you..."
His words stoped her heart while he hugged her more looking at her in his loving eyes then said:
-"you didn't give up on my love yet?"
Hyuyoon's words didn't make kangjun angry who was hugging her for more love:
-"maybe I'm a stupid who doesn't know anything about love or you're just don't want to admit it..."
-"and what do you think is the right answer?"
-"the second of course..."
-"and what is your profe to it?"
Kangjun looked straightly at her eyes expressing how happy he is to be with the one he love after a long time of seperation and said:
-"do you want just one profe or lots of it?"
She giggled happily because of his words before she give up to his hugs and kisses...

Mary layed on her bed watching eunsae preparing to go to bed thinking about how she always spend all her day working and her night sleeping deeply... Then said:
-"I really wanna find one explanation for what you do..."
Eunsae looked at her for a moment as if she's remembering the answer and said:
-"in the deep of my love life I forgot all the beautiful other regular things... I didn't even know anymore how to answer to some silly regular questions... Which coffee taste is the best?... Morning coffee or night one? Which life is the best?... Lover life... Or non lover one?"
All her sad emotions controled her again... She felt that she's in a sad circle that didn't end yet... Like she thought... So she sat desprately and said:
-"I wanted to bunish myself... And I will bunish it always until it will never love ever again..."
Mary sat quickly hearing eunsae's sad words... And got very emotional that she got mad and said:
-"what are you saying Eunsae? Don't ever say that..."
Eunsae wiped two tears that had falled without her permission she smiled to remove some of the eching pain saying:
-"you don't know what does it mean to love and that love be your whole world... Which you live to know that the one you love is just thinking of you... Loves you and filling you with happiness... And that your morning and night, your pain and happiness have so many forms and colors no body knew it except you and him... And suddenly everything is over... He orders you to get out from his life and kick you out from his love kingdom... The beautiful kingdom that you've built all these years to just fall in minutes... What pain do you think will control us? How should we delete this love? How should we start over again? Did everything ended for real and we became like others not loved? Did I became nothing to every person in the world? Could I ever start over again a new life? I don't know... I don't know anything except working hard to forget everything..."

The morning finally rises... So eunsae carried her bag ready to leave to the farm because taeyoon's baby birth is soon and she had to be there to see the baby so she said goodbye to her friends and left... She felt that every piece of her body is happy now... Nothing controled her mind except some beautiful memories and the good news that's waiting for her... Eunsae jumped happily seeing the grand ma and taeyoon sitting watching siwoo feeding the horses... She sneaked to them and shout waving her hand to be heard by everyone:
-"good morning my friends..."
-"eunsae!"
Everybody looked at her surprised and happy at the same time... No one believed what they are seeing... She's here!...
The grand ma and taeyoon standed up looking at her with confusion and happiness... All those different emotions eunsae didn't get it until the grand ma hold her hand tightly shouting at her:
-"where have you been all this time eunsae?"
Eunsae was in pain because the hand she's holding was injured from the camp work so she begged the grand ma to leave her for a moment saying:
-"grand ma please my hand is hurting me..."
The grand ma left her because she was begging but eunsae looked at everybody with confusion... What is this?... What's going on? All the innocence controling her face while she doesn't know how many questions she would answer for them... So she said shutting their mumbling:
-"what is it? I don't understand anything..."
Everyone tryed to talk to let her know what she did and how much they were worried about her... But the grand ma shouted at them all and said harshly:
-"we searched for you everywhere... You've make us insane... The commander almost lost his mind because of you... We were looking for you from two weeks... Where were you? And why did you do this to us?"
She was still in confusion looking at everyone and said:
-"grand ma please wait a minute... Why did all of this happened?"
The grand ma frowned at eunsae... And said again with her harsh tone:
-"do you ask me what happened?"
-"but grand ma I was in the camp and didn't leave it from two weeks... Then why all this worriedness? And I didn't know that I caused you all this worriedness... I'm sorry..."
-"don't apologise to us... Apologise to the commander who spend all this time looking for you... He didn't quit a minute..."
-"but grand ma..."
Eunsae got quiet suddenly looking at taeyoon who was holding the wooden chair tightly screaming in pain... So she forgot everything and went with taeyoon and the rest to the hospital...

Fast,loud knocking worried Ray as he was walking to the door to open it... It's T.K... With a big smile on his face... He was panting very quickly as if he ended a race... He quickly went to the commander's room saying:
-"where is the commander? Where is he?"
Ray looked at him with confusion... He can't understand his excitement so he said:
-"don't wake him up... He just went to sleep... Tell me what is it?"
T.K jumped happily and said:
-"I found eunsae..."
Few steps and the commander was standing infront of him surprised he woke up because of what happened so he said quickly:
-"where is she? Tell me..."
-"she's in the farm..."
The commander didn't want to hear the rest... But he quickly dressed up without thinking to leave... The nervousness was the master of the situation... Because Ray was also confused and nervous of what would happen so he said:
-"Maru... Don't go like this... You're so tired... You didn't sleep all night and you're nervous too..."
As if Maru couldn't hear anything except his heart and emotions... But Ray repeated again standing infront of him feared from something bad that would happen so he said again:
-"please Maru... Let me go instead of you... And I'll solve the problem..."
Maru looked at Ray and said roughly:
-"I want to know from her where she was... And why did she did this?"
Maru pushed Ray away in a quick movement saying:
-"get away from my face Ray..."
Ray couldn't stop Maru or control his anger... So he said in a final try:
-"Maru promise me to be calm... Please..."
Maru steped with T.K to the door... And opened it to tell Ray before he leaves:
-"Noway my friend... Noway..."
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Auther's notes: Sorry for any Grammer mistakes and I hope you'll like it :)