one minute to love (c-clown fanfic)

chapter 25

like always the cafeterea in the morning was felling with everyone... maybe it's the only place which still the same... the tears from eunsae's eyes couldn't leave to less her pain while she's living in the camp without the commander... the feelings of sadness and regret didn't leave her... even with the voices of laughing around her... she felt alittle bit relief when she saw ray coming to the cafe... she stand up... went to him quickly and greeted him saying:

-"how do you do my friend?"

the missing looks between the bestfriends were common... eunsae and ray who hold his hand shaking hers while seeing sadness in her eyes saying:

-"eunsae welcome back... how are you my friend? we missed you alot..."

she forced a smile... she felt for a moment that she want to cry in ray's arms who remembers her with the one she love... specialy that T.K was acompanion him... there wasn't any meaning or expression for any feelings without the commander... eunsae knew in that moment for sure the commander was the most wonderful thing in the whole world... she tried to hide some from her sadness away from his friends so she said:

-"how is the commander?"

ray looked to her eyes... he saw the picture of the commander glowing in her... he was sure in that moment that they're both in love... but that love no one know its end... ray's smile was  expressing his happiness with what he saw in her eyes then he answered her:

-"the commander is fine"

-"but i heard that he was sick..."

-"no... it's just tiredness... i spoke to him yesterday and he's fine"

-"that's good.."

eunsae nodded and get back to her friends waiting the end of this annoying long month... the days didn't have anything new in the camp... except sena's absence from the camp suddenly and it said that she won't get back again... the camp felt empty no life in it...because the summer began to leave to let the cold semester begin his job... eunsae became less talker... more working and thinking... and that was clear on her... there wasn't anything mixing her feelings and transfer her to happiness and love... today was Thuresday... where eunsae breaking the night in hyuyoon's room but she's still bored... she sighed then smiled amd said:

-"i hate winter roughness..."

hyuyoon noticed that eunsae didn't complain ever before... so she stared at her confused then said:

-"specialy with the absent of lovers..."

those words surprised eunsae... like it waked her up... so she said:

-"what do you mean?"

hyuyoon's meany smile was clear so she laughed saying:

-"No... i don't mean anything... but that summer i hated it because of the problems we had.. specialy sena's presence in the camp..."

the name of sena made mix feelings in eunsae's heart who started to get lost in her imagination while she's remembering the moments she felt it was sad and painful... and now she feel that it was the prettiest days... hyuyoon's voice made her back to reality when she said:

-"i was really mad when you ran away from the camp and left it all to sena..."

eunsae nodded like she's agreeing about what hyuyoon said then she said:

-"I'm regreting what i did... but i was under a bad emotionaly pressure..."

-"you had to be stronger... you has the right in what happened not her... you shouldn't run away ever..."

that day ended and eunsae was very sure that hyuyoon was right in what she said... and this day she will sleep peacefully with hyuyoon's words repeating in her mind... the morning was calm... today was holiday and nothing cheer them to wake up... the seriousness was controling everybody... some girls woke up and cheered for moving around even it's just 11am... and the others still sleeping deeply... lunch time was close when a light knocks on the door like the supervisor of the dorm was getting ready to request some girl for something important... who is that girl they want today? that what vicky didn't know when she opened the door the supervisor asked her to call min to answer a private phone call... and that wake up all the girls and they started ti chit chat...

a while passed... and min didn't get back yet... they felt worried because no girl allowed to talk more than quarter of an hour unless it was an emergency call... so what did happen? min got back to her room with hyuyoon acompanion her... the girls noticed in her eyes small tears... it wasn't strange in the camp for the girls to see sadness and tears in each other eyes... but min didn't say anything... so does hyuyoon... the girls couldn't change there expressions... and hyuyoon's eyes didn't part from eunsae's... also min when she get in to the room looked at her in sadness eunsae didn't get it... she started to doubt and get fear around eunsae and Tia also vicky... they steped forward and circled around min and hyuyoon... min sighed sadly then went to her personal bag and started to prepare her things to leave...

-"What Happened?!"

said vicky while begging her with her eyes to talk...no body heard any answer... Tia repeated the question:

-"hyuyoon... did anything happened?... tell us please we've been worried..."

without any response... hyuyoon and min were avoiding to answer... a scary silence was felling the room... min's tears started to get fast until eunsae felt like she will get insane... the three of them were staring at hyuyoon to say something... but she started to cry for the first time from her first day in the camp... in these moments min finished organising her bag... and got out fast not talking or looking at anyone...

eunsae felt that her legs can't hold her anymore so she sat with the running of her heart beat... while vicky stand up infront of hyuyoon's face shouting...

-"SPEAK WHAT HAPPEND?"

hyuyoon started to hold her breath and saw that she had to tell the truth... she wiped her tears and said:

-"the... the... the commander will marry sena..."

when you think that everything is impossible that won't be... the sadness which fell eunsae's heart couldn't leave her... why?! why he hurt her again? why?! why did he leave her crying again?! how should she understand this? how should she forgive him again? would she fogive?! vicky looked at eunsae... she tried to graw courage and power in her but vicky's voice was sad... whispereing... calmly... while she's calling her friend in sadness saying:

-"eunsae..."

-"yes..."

eunsae summeries her pain with this word... how prave she is to reply to vicky... she stand up after all the pain she had... her hands were shaking quickly she tried to keep a small sad smile... sge looked at the room around her like she's seeing it for the first time... how many times we have to look at the things to see it's truth and the sadness is felling our heart?!.....

thats not the end of their story or their love i still had more wait for my next chapter i hope you like it even if it's sad alittle bit but it will end happily... oops i ruined the surprise ending xp any way i hope you like it all .... and thanks to the readers who support this story and me. :) ;)