one minute to love (c-clown fanfic)

chapter 26

in one minute all the girls split up... no one of them talked everything was different... eunsae knew that everything was just a blown up candle... what could she do to end nightmare like it never happened?... I won't wait anymore minute... because what i heard was just a dream... who saw the commander's eyes in the wedding day would be sure that what hyuyoon said was a dream.. eunsae started to see shadows because of the tears which fog her eyes... half an hour and the dorm closed its doors... the dorm supervisor was waiting for her... eunsae step one step forward... with all the misery and sadness in her eyes... trying to hide the tears and her disappointment... she moved her lips alittle bit like she's greeting the supervisor who stoped her with alittle of nervousness shaking her hands, she moved forward to eunsae and said:

-"good afternoon eunsae..."

eunsae looked at her slowly faking a smile and said:

-"Hello Madam..."

-"i was... i wanted to tell you something..."

eunsae wiped the tears from her eyes and moved forward worried and said:

-"what?!"

-"it's just... your mother called several times to tell you that..."

eunsae started to get more nervous and worried when she saw the nervousness in the supervisor face... she didn't say anything... she just steped forward begging with her eyes to

say what she hide... the supervisor bit her lips and said:

-"your uncle rome is in the hospital because of an accident... and he's in a bad condition..."

eunsae felt in that moment that the sadness of life became like mountains in her eyes when she passed out...

the sun light alone was sneaking to eunsae's room in the hospital... the voices of her friends who surounded her with love and worried voices didn't wake her... not even the hospital machines who remember her that the life is necessary... even vicky's tears which was flooding carefully... days passed and eunsae in her same condition she didn't wake up because of her psychological pressure... everyone missed her voice... her eyes... her beautiful smile... if she just wake up... if she just looked at vicky for one second... if she can remove all the sadness in her friend's heart.. that what everyone wished when they came to see eunsae and wish her to get well soon...

the birds knocks on eunsae's window while playing with the winter sun in the morning... vicky was sitting with ray beside eunsae praying to wake up soon.. eunsae opened her eyes slowly in pain... she started to look around her and asked:

-"where am i?"

those were tired... cold words while asking it to vicky... vicky and ray came quickly near her happy to hear her voice again... vicky kissed eunsae's face and wiped her forehead kindly and said:

-"eunsae sweety... you're in the hospital because of little tiredness... don't worry..."

eunsae didn't get what vicky said... because of the tiredness she felt... her pale face... her eyes half closed... even her hand which couldn't move it from on place to another...

all this made her feel like she want to get back to sleep and give it up to misery...

vicky tried to hide her teary eyes

from ray who notice her sadness... so he said calmly:

-"vicky don't worry she'll be fine that what the doctor said to me"

vicky nodded agreeing on ray's words then he asked her again:

-"so what does your eyes hiding from me?"

-"nothing..."

vicky's voice was calm... stuttering... filling with sadness... she was trying to avoid talking to not made him mad... she knew that talking about his friend maru would make him angry... ray sighed when he held vicky's chin with his soft hand to look at her eyes then said:

-"i know what filling your heart... I'm just the same as you... i don't find any excuse about what maru did... and the problem is that i didn't know anything about him from the day he took his vacation... he didn't call or tell me anything about him... i just knew that he left to his honeymoon with sena a couple of days ago..."

ray's words made vicky more sad she nodded her head and said:

-"that's unfair..."

ray agree on what she said... while she's telling him that she hated what maru and sena did to eunsae... but with all what happened no one wanted to talk about this until eunsae recover and the commander come back...

-"eunsae... eunsae..."

eunsae opened her eyes looking at her friend hyuyoon who hugged her tightly... tears falling from her eyes eunsae now felt much better... after she slept for a long time which made sure her sickness and her need to relax and rest... eunsae looked at hyuyoon and that was the first thing she did after a week of pain so whe said smiling weakly:

-"that's the first time i see tears in your eyes my friend..."

everything disappeared and all the sadness left... everyone saw the good health eunsae again with her beautiful smile hyuyoon was happy to hear eunsae's words so she wipe her tears and whispered quietly:

-"and that the first time i feel that i love you that much..."

all the girls started to get around their friend who left for long time and they miss her...

eunsae tryed to sit but hardly to see everyone... but her uncle accident and her sadness from the commander cutting her heart to two halves and that what everyone saw in her eyes but they didn't dare to say anything so she won't get tired again... but vicky who was having good news reached eunsae and said:

-"ray call your uncle...and he's fine and need to stay in the hospital for just a week..."

eunsae felt happy and her face cheered up she kissed vicky on her cheek for the good news... but the sad expressions didn't leave her...

does anyone know how does it feel when you forget missing someone you love? does anyone know the sadness in her heart? in that moment lovers morning doesn't feel anything... what pain sneaking to our hearts while we are watching the dawn to wake the lovers and you won't be from them... when we forget everything... the meaning of beautiful things the taste of hard love...