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تنہا دل تھا، خاموش رات تھی
وہ میری خدا سے پہلی ملاقات تھی
باقی سب قصے بعد میں سنائے میں نے
پہلے جو کی وہ آپ کی بات تھی .
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2× اشهد ان محمدا رسول اللہ
(I bear witness that Muhammad is the Messenger of God)
2× حي على الصلاة
(Make haste towards prayer)
He aimlessly starts following this calming voice , it was give him inner peace which he was searching for years .
2× حي على الفلاح
(Make haste towards welfare [success])
it was a tranquil voice, and he had long forgotten everything .
2× الله اكبر
(God is The Greatest)
Where was he , where this voice is taking him , who's this voice belong to he've forgotten about all these questions
1× لا اله الا الله
(There is no gods except one God)
What he knows was this voice was giving him Peace which he always desires.
after 5 minutes that voice stopped , Zaviyar looked up in the search of the voice again when he saw himself at a place he never thought he would come .
he was standing at the gate of mosque.
in front of his lords house .
at the most peaceful place ever .
Zaviyar looked around and It was Dark in night which made the masque more enchanting by the starlight , silent was spread all over the place not even a voice of single soul was heard .
He took a step forward but then he stopped ,' Holy places aren't for the sinners like him ' He thought
He was about to go back , when something in his heart told him that its now or never ask what you want from God he'll give it to you .
With tears in his eyes he stepped inside the mosque there are a bunch of people going back to there homes which indicates that Esha prayers just ended.
He went inside the praying area there were only few people left there , He was expecting disgusting looks from people over there because of the smell of alcohol which was coming from him , but no one said anything .
He went to do his ablution , as he washing himself and it felt like as if he has been cleaning himself , from all the sins , all of his cruelty , from all of the madness . it felt like he was pure , away from all the sins .
He sits on the carpets which were used for praying , he looks up at the sky and it was dark only the Big white moon was there shining brightly , making everything look enchanted .
A tear left his eye and after that one tear dam broke making non stopping tears to fall , each drop contains thousands of emotions which he kept inside all these years , regret , love , guilty , helplessness, sadness , fear , loneliness , and many more .
He let them out , he was crying hysterically on everything , he felt connected towards God after all those years , so at his mercy he was crying and asking for forgiveness , for mercy .
He always thought that God don't love him he takes everything he loves , but deep down he knew he was wrong .
' kabhi ap ko han yad ayn na to ap Allah Miea se hamaray lia dua kar lena'
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