( Lorelai POV )
There was a knock at my bedroom door and I yelled for whoever it was to come in while I tickled Nalaya.
" Lorelai " I heard my dad say.
" what's my middle name? " I asked him but was smiling at Nalaya.
" Faye " he said and I nodded.
Lorelai faye bottura.. that's alright I guess.
" Are you okay? "
" why do people always fucking ask me that- clearly i'm fine " I said getting annoyed.
It's not like Nalaya understands me but then again she's getting to that stage where she repeats stuff.
" clearly you're not- do you want to talk about it? "
" nope " I said popping the p.
" is this about me telling you that I have- "
" I don't want to hear anything about that "
" Why did you flinch? "
" Because I did "
" but why? "
" I was lost in my thoughts and all of a sudden I felt someone touch me so of course I flinched "
" I want to talk to you about the Russians "
Is it too late to jump off the roof.
" what about them? "
" why did they hurt you more? "
" Because that's what the Russians do "
I'm ready to end this conversation.
I honestly don't want to bring up old memories that took too long to get rid of- though it's not really something you can forget.
" Can you tell me the truth? "
" FINE- you want to know the fucking truth I'll tell you " I said angrily and sat down on the bed facing the wall.
It's now or never.
" Being with the Russians almost my whole life I went through so much shit.
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I got tortured mentally, physically, sexually- all of the above.
The worst version of torture was the survival.
They'd make me jump off buildings- they'd drown me- they'd burn me- they'd stab me- shoot at me- and so much more.
He'd sell me to so many men including his and they would be allowed to do whatever.
And they just fucking watched.
I was fucking terrified- humiliated- hurt..
I wouldn't constantly wonder why they favorited me out of everybody there and that same line was
" you're the most prized possession "
I didn't know what that meant until I did.
They would starve me and abuse me mentally-
Tell me how worthless I was, how I was such a burden my own family didn't want me..
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