If anyone did not notice, this is a double update, so please go back and read the chapter before this as this is just part 2 of that.
Looking back on our past, I see now that we were never meant to be. And even though it was you, I was still mostly me. I pushed our love to the limits, And brought us to the brink of insanity.
And sitting here alone, I wish I could undo my mistakes. Maybe then my mind be silent, But the past, my future never escapes. And the peace I wish I could attain, Is one my mind yet still, awaits.
And I apologize to all those I hurt, When I was fighting for my life, Silently, behind closed doors. Please understand that I could not accept, The help that you offered, As this wars, was never yours.
Sitting on the floor surrounded by broken mirrors, Because I could not accept, The ghost of a person that I have become. Covering my ears could not quiet the voices, And to my many fears, I would rather be numb.
Shamiah James Blugh Ghost - Part 2 Created on October 29th, 2021
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