To Live and Die In Love( BoyxBoy)

Chapter 21- Back and Forth

Tae POV....

So Daquez surprised my ass this morning by looking all good. He even bought me breakfast. YES BITCH BREAKFAST FROM MCDONALDS.!!!! Now I know what y'all saying why am I so excited. Because they hash browns is life they sausage,egg,cheese mcmuffins is all that and I have a orange juice to wash it down. I knew he was gone try to sit with me on the bus so I made sure I look cute enough. I felt so bad about doing what I did with Marlon but that's in the past for now. Well until he spills my tea but I hope he don't. It wasnt worth hurting Daquez I still care about the little fuckers feelings. I told Kay about what happened and she beat my ass until I couldn't take no more. I fought back but she got man strength bro she got deadly hands. She told me to make it right so I had to get back with Daquez. Not right now but definitely in Kalahari. I plan on looking cute as hell in my swim trunks. I'm not swimming but I can get my feet wet a couple times. We went to sleep on the bus and somehow I woke up with him just staring at me. "What you looking at creep" I said mugging him. He know I hate when people stare. " You.. I was thinking about how much I hurt you and how much I wish I could take it all back knowing I can't but I can at least try and fix it if I had half a chance" he said sitting back. "Nigga we went through this there will always be a chance I just have to build that trust with you again" I said looking out the window. I was hoping this ride was almost over. "I just want us back Tae why can't you get back with me then I'll prove it to you I mean it can work" he said moving in his seat. "I'm not in the business of getting my heart broke twice and you been doing good just keep it up I gave into you too easy if anything is so important to you then you gone chase for it but I gave me to you too quick so I need you to be patient with me if you love me the way you say you do my momma ain't raise no fool Daquez and I'll be damned if I get played like one again and no I'm not gone keep throwing what you did in your face all the time although I could but I won't just be around me because I don't want you to not be in my life Daquez" I said pouring my heart out. Lord Jesus right on this bus though. Thank God everybody else was sleep. "I'm gone put in work I understand I would be pissed if you cheated on me too I just need you to kiss me right now" he said laying his big ass head on me. He a big ass baby but its okay he mine. "Alright come on nigga" I said shrugging him off me. He jumped up and looked me in my eyes. He leaned in and kissed me and I felt that same spark I did when I first kissed him. We kissed and he started to touch me on my thighs. Oh no sir that's too soon when you just got off lockdown. "Stop can we just cuddle" I said giving him my puppy dog eyes."Yeah come on bae" he said opening up his arms. I leaned over and he wrapped his arms around me. I heard his heartbeat that shit sounded sexy as hell. I never heard a heartbeat before like this. I think I give Daquez such a hard time is because of what I went through in my past. I never really got over it. I just wanted to try and move on with Daquez. It haunted me for months after me and Deon broke up. I never thought I was good enough,cute enough,slim enough, had enough ass. I thought I was worthless. I think when Daquez cheated it sent me into a rage because he promised me all the things Deon did too. I just think I need to settle some shit with Deon before I get back with Daquez. We pulled up to a rest stop. We got off the bus and I went to use the bathroom. When you got done you could either get back on the bus or chill on the inside of the building. I went back on the bus and Daquez was talking to Marlon. I just went and sat down in my seat. "Bae I'm about to go use the bathroom I'll be back" Daquez said kissing me and getting off the bus. I just nodded my head. "So whats up with you and your boyfriend y'all happy now or something" Marlon asked sneaking up behind me. Damn I hate when people sneak up behind me I got bad reflexes. One day someone is going to sneak up behind me and I'm gone punch they ass."We good and we always been happy Marlon" I said turning around in my seat. "Then what was you doing at my house a couple days ago then" he said leaning in my ear. "That was nothing and meant nothing I love Daquez nigga" I said standing up. We were the only two people on the bus because everybody was in the arcade of the rest stop. "Oh forreal naw it ain't going down like that I don't get played by nobody" he said moving closer to me. "I didn't play you nigga you knew I still had deep feelings for Daquez you shouldn't have gotten feelings for me and you only fucked me because of me breaking up with Daquez" I said fumbling around in my bag. "No I fucked you because I thought you liked me and wanted to be with me now you all hugged up and all bae this and bae that with Daquez that shit hurt I actually liked you motherfucker" he yelled at me. "Keep your fucking voice down nigga if Daquez finds out he might kill me chill the fuck out" I said in an aggressive whisper. "Oh so you worried about your nigga feelings and not mines well what the fuck is this then" he said pulling me into a kiss. "Oh my fucking god move nigga" I said pushing him off me. "That's cool I'm telling your nigga I hit it" he said pushing me out of the way. He ran off the bus and went into the building arcade. I ran around the arcade for 10 minutes looking for him. I ran into Daquez and he looked sad. I hope he didn't tell him I should be the one to tell him. "What's wrong bae" I said grabbing his torso. "I tried to win you a stuffed bear but I couldn't get it for you and it was your favorite color I'm mad as hell dog" he said pouting. "Boy you know I don't need a stuffed bear and as long as you tried that's all that matters" I said kissing him. "Alright but let's get back on the bus" he said taking my hand into his and walking out. We walked up to a snack machine and he bought us two bags of hot cheetos a piece. We went back to the bus and got on with Marlon and Shawn in the back talking. They stopped when they saw me and Daquez. The rest of the group gathered back on the bus and we kept going until we got to Kalahari. We stayed on the bus to receive our room assignments. Mr.Richardson called everybody except me,Daquez,Marlon and Shawn. "Well looks like Shawn and Tae will share a room and Daquez and Marlon will share a room as well" he said as he started passing out our room keys. We all got off the bus and Daquez, Kay,her girlfriend Kaya and myself got our bags went up to our rooms. I sat my bags down and plopped down on the bed. I heard my door open and it was Shawn. "Hey roommate" he said with his big smile on his face. "Hello cell mate" I said with a frown. "Tae let's just try to be nice to each other" he said sitting on my bed. No the fuck he not trying to be nice to me after he pulled that little stunt in my house. "Whatever Shawn we can be cool but don't touch me or my stuff and don't even think about having a cordial conversation just a hi goodnight and the casual is this outfit okay" I said raising my eyebrows. "Alright but about the touching part can I at least touch your booty Tae its just I never did" he said poking his lip out. "Hell no dog and you won't the fuck you thought about" I said getting annoyed. "I bet I will" he said smirking. "You touch me your getting that ass beat" I said mugging him. Why does everybody want to fucking touch me today. "Yeah okay" he said getting up. I went over to my phone and put it on the charger. I bent down to pick out and outfit to go to the pool in. I felt a smack and grip on my ass. I reached around and Shawn was running out of the door. I ran after him down the hall screaming "GET BACK HERE BITCH". I was running kind of fast until I felt a pair of arms stop me. It was Daquez holding me back. "What's wrong? Who ass I need to beat already?"he said pulling his pants up. "Nobody Shawn just grabbed my booty no biggie" I shrugging. I saw anger fill his eyes. "Man you let him do that shit didn't you" he said stepping towards me. "Hold up no eww the fuck if I did let him why would I be chasing him mad about it" I said holding my hands up. "You right shawty but beat his ass though" he said calming down. "I will just for you" I said touching his sides. "Come on bae get dressed so we can go look around" he said grabbing my arms and walking me to my room. "Nigga whats wrong with what I got on" I said stopping. "Well because I wanna go swimming and we all going swimming" he said. "Who's we Daquez" I said with one raised eyebrow. This nigga and his plans. "Me,you,Kay,Kaya,Marlon and I think another girl" he said walking me back to my room."Alright I'll be ready in 25 minutes" I said going in my room. I went to put my black and pink swimming trunks. I put on my white low top gym shoes and a black shirt. I got my towel and Shawm came through the door. "Well look who it is the ghost of ass grabbing past" I said smirking at him. "Yeah sorry about that I got hand happy and it was right there so yeah you know" he said rubbing the back of his neck. "Sure you did" I said grabbing my pink snapback. I walked out and went down the hall to Daquez room. I knocked and Marlon answered with his shirt off. Oh my damn he look good as hell. "Your boyfriend already went downstairs to the outdoor water park he said meet him there" he said leaning on the wall. "A-A-A-Alright that's fine" I said starting to walk away. "Hey wait up I wanted to go too" he said walking back in his room. He came out in a couple more minutes in some red and blue trunks and some Nike slides. He looked good as fuck. We got on the elevator and I hit the main floor button. "So I guess you gone tell Daquez about what happened" I said nervously. "Maybe or Maybe not I haven't decided yet I just don't know how to feel because I like you and I can't have you because of Daquez I'll accept it but I don't like it" he said not looking at me. "Okay" I said looking straightforward. "Let me ask you one thing" he said moving towards me. Here we go again man. "What's that"I asked backing into the elevator wall. "Did you ever like me at all" he said putting his body on mine. HELL FUCK YES OH MY LORD YES BOY OH YOU HAVE NO IDEA.! That's what I wanted to say. "Yeah I did and still do I just love Daquez" I said pushing him away. He grabbed my arm and kissed me. Why do I always get put in these situations? I pushed him off of me. He was sporting a throbbing erection he was shirtless.I pulled him into my lips.I put my head on the wall of the elevator and thought about what I just did. I started to cry. I don't love this nigga at all. I really don't I swear. He just needs to find somebody else and leave me alone. He hit the switch to start the elevator again. "So I guess you feel bad" he said coming over next to me. "Leave me alone forever Marlon" I said crying. "Whatever you want" he said moving away. I wiped my tears and stood away from him. The elevator doors opened and we both went to the outdoor water park. I saw Kay and her girlfriend in the water. I saw Daquez about to come down a big ass slide. "DAQUEZ" I yelled to get his attention. He smiled big as hell. "Stay there bae"he yelled back. He slid down the slide and started swimming towards me. He got out the water looking like a perfect merman. "Hey bae bout time you got here" he said hugging me. "Where your stuff at" I said looking around. "Over there" he said pointing to his towel. I went and sat my stuff down. I sat my bag down and I took off my shoes and went put my legs in the water. I sat there and Daquez saw something was wrong with me. "What's wrong" he said nudging me. "Nothing I'm good" I lied to him. "Come on let's go to the farm and go for a talk we need it" he said getting up. I got up behind him and headed towards the farm. What are we going to talk about?

So thank all of my loyal readers from Day 1 and all of my new readers I appreciate every last one of you.! Thanks for the support and I'll update the next chapter in 2 days. I will try to update every two days or three at the latest. I love this book so much.

-FlawlessTae