~|:|~ Happiness Is Scary ~|:|~

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There are moments I can't help but smile

Or laugh at something meaningless.


But in all honestly, I hate that feeling

Of lightweight glee


Smiling for no reason

Laughing at something that has no long-term worth.


I hate it.
But I cherish it.
I want it to last.
I clutch onto it hopelessly.
Desperately.
Clinging to it like burrs on a wolf's pelt.

But at the same time

I'm terrified of being happy

Because I know each moment of joy is temporary.


Nothing but a single second compared to the internal storm

That never goes away.

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