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~|:|~ In My Mind ~|:|~

I wish you could read my mind
I wish you knew what I thought
How I feel.

Without having to speak.
Words can't explain it.
I can't explain it.
So many things I want to say

In my mind.

In my mind I have a vivid picture of how I imagine us.
We don't match.
It's not the same.

In my mind I get this feeling that you don't want this.
In my mind I know I don't match your ideals.
In my mind I know I'm too much and not enough.
In my mind I know you don't see me the way I see you.
In my mind I know this isn't enough for you.
In my mind I know you're too good.

So you force yourself to stay.

You fool your heart 'till it believes you.

You trick your mind 'till you believe yourself.

In my mind

I guess I should have known you were too good to be true.

My eyes see it.
My ears hear it.
My heart feels it.

But in my mind, I don't want to believe.

Even when others tell me.
They say the same thing I already know
But refuse to acknowledge.

In my mind

I know you don't love me.

I know you never did.

So why won't you leave me?