Theres only Juan Mata..

Chapter 18: A day to remember in Newcastle?

Chapter 18-

"Ashley, remember if you play well we'll be going back to yours.." I grinned in his ear keeping it quiet, I didn't want people hearing out plans or finding out about our relationship just yet as it will put too much pressure on us and that's all we need right now. Ashley grabbed my hand and pulled me towards the bathroom, the men's bathroom. He locked us in a cubicle and started kissing down my neck, we couldn't do this here? I wasn't objecting of course but we would get caught!

"We can't even do this here, I can't wait until later though Lauryn, you are beautiful" Ashley whispered against my neck, I couldn't cope with how hot he actually was in his tight shorts and his tight Chelsea shirt which stuck to his abs showing all his muscles off.

"No Ashley we can't do this here" I grunted pushing him off me, he looked at me with lust in his brown eyes, I wiped my brow and stuck my to tongue out at him teasing him more and more every time I opened my mouth. I pushed Ashley out of our cubicle with a grin on my face making it clear that I was only joking with Ashley, he was smirking at me as some of the players were out in the tunnel starting to ready for the game to get underway. I saw Juan looking up at the ceiling and he looked pretty nervous and scared, this match also meant a lot to him because he knew my dad quite well, Juan had met my dad a few times before he sadly passed away and got on with him like he had known him all of his life! I can remember sitting in my bedroom at my house at the time in Newcastle with Juan a few days before my dad was in his accident and if I'm remembering rightly, Juan made a move on me well he kissed me. It was an unreal moment probably one that I'll never forget.

I made my way towards Juan who was stood behind Fernando. Juan's eyes widened when he saw me and he dropped his head down to his chest again looking guilty and worried, the crowd was getting ready for the match in the stands whilst there was a player or two nervous for the outcome.

"Juan, just do your best okay..." I smiled patting his shoulder softly, his town curly hair was sat perfectly on the top of his head and his face had a little bit of stubble on but there wasn't much and that's the way I loved to see Juan, he looked much more hotter without a beard. I ran my fingers through his freshly washed curly hair, I saw him smiling and he leaned forward and kissed me on the cheek. I didn't bother washing it away, I just left the feeling of Juan's lips on my cheek there, he was actually perfection.

"You coming back into our room tonight?" He asked me looking straight into my eyes with his sexy Spanish accent lurking behind his words, I loved Juan's voice it was just so..so..relaxing?

"I'll see Juan, maybe tomorrow because your sister is coming again isn't she?" I asked smiling and Juan's face just dropped, he remembered about the holiday situation I think and then started fidgeting like he needed to tell me something.

"I need to tell you something later..." Juan sighed rubbing the back of his neck which told me he was either frightened or nervous and he was probably both emotions right now.

"Okay, don't get nervous Juan, it will be fine" I smiled kissing his cheek and walking off down to the tunnel, I was stood at the front of both teams as I was leading them out with my grandma who had been flown over to Newcastle in a wheelchair with things stuck in her nose and stuff but she was looking good, a bit pale but that's normal she's always been pretty pale!

"Grandma" I smiled kissing her cold forehead, I'm sure she's cold blooded...she's always been as cold as ice even when it's summer most of the time, it's strange.

"Lauryn darling" she grinned as Juan was pushing past players to get to her, he hadn't seen her in ages. Juan bent down on his knees and knelt in front of her wheelchair, his eyes were full of tears and I had never seen Juan cry in ages but when he did cry, it broke my heart. He leant forward and kissed her cold forehead gently..

"I am sorry for not coming to the hospital the other day, I wasn't in the right frame of mind, I'm sorry..very sorry" he sighed blinking a lot to stop himself from crying, she cupped his face with both of her wrinkled hands and kissed his forehead with her eyes closed- Juan meant a lot to my gorgeous grandma.

"Honestly Juan it's alright, I don't want people to come and see me at the hospital anyway because they get all upset around me and stuff, I'd rather see people outside the hospital as people don't get as emotional as they do inside the horrible place. I love you and I hope you realise that, look after Lauryn for me if I leave her?" She smiled looking straight into his sparkling blue eyes with her hand in his fluffy brown curly hair, this little speech she gave Juan caused tears to form in his eyes and seeing Juan upset like that caused tears spring to my eyes as well. I rubbed Juan's shoulder as he just stood and nodded trying to fight his tears back but let one slip, I frowned at him and wiped the tear that rolled onto his cheekbone with my sleeve. He looked guilty..

"What's wrong Juan?" My Grandma asked as he bent down next to her wheelchair, she pulled him into a gentle cuddle to comfort him, Juan looked full of guilt.

"It just...it's just...I haven't really been there for Lauryn quite a bit over these past few months, there's been a lot of arguments and the majority of them is because of what I've done or said. I love Lauryn to pieces and I don't even know why I let her cry over our friendship a lot...I feel horrible and just want to rewind time. She means everything to me that beautiful girl" Juan sobbed on my Grandma's shoulder making my heart flutter, I felt really bad for taking a lot of thing out on Juan as well to be honest and maybe I have been a bit tough on him at times, maybe a bit too tough. I turned a corner and pressed my back against a wall the whole world spinning before my eyes, I started to sweat a lot and my legs went to complete jelly, what was going on?!

"Lauryn, you alright?" Ryan Bertrand shouted after seeing me looking stoned pressed up against a cabinet, my vision just completely went and everything went black...I hit the cold floor with a thud, what was happening to me?