Theres only Juan Mata..

Chapter 4

Chapter 4-

It was time for their training so we all made our way out onto the pitch to watch them well, the friends and family sat in the dug outs because the footballers were the only ones allowed on the pitches. Not like it mattered to me at the moment anyway as Juan wasn't talking to me and he was the main reason why I was here, he was what I was watching.

I sat next to Natascha who I was quote close to actually, I was also good friends with Gary's wife, they were all so nice over at Chelsea FC well all for except one named Olalla of course.

I haven't told you's yet where I'm originally from have I? Well I'm from Newcastle and yes I have the typical Geordie accent, you either love it or hate it but that's entirely up to you; I couldn't care if you 'hated' the Geordie accent but I was born with it so like live with it.

"You and Juan alright?" Natascha asked, I shook my head with my eyes full of tears.

"No, I wish" I sighed with a tear escaping but she quickly wiped it away not wanting to see me upset over something that was my own stupid fault.

"Explain?" She smiled, she was like a sister from another mister towards me seriously, couldn't of wished for anyone better to talk to about my problems and get help off so she was actually amazing.

"We'll it started because I said I didn't want to go out with them all tonight because Olalla was going which everyone understands why, even Fernando but he has decided to say something along the lines of: we don't want the night spoilt! I was like well don't invite me to your stupid daft night out, go without me, you's only invited me because you's felt sorry for me and I'm not as thick as you's all may think okay? I just wished I never said anything about Olalla now as look what it's resulted in.." I mumbled. I just wanted to go home.

"Why does Olalla want to ruin everything for you all the time? Why does she dislike you so much and why is Juan being the way he is with you? Honestly, I don't think I'll be going out tonight with people like that because I'll flip with them..you should come Lauryn? I'll come over to yours to get ready with you and we'll meet them outside mine which is only ten minutes away?" She smiled, I shrugged my shoulders but part me of just wanted to say yes I will! I didn't want to though as I'm afraid I'll spoil their night!

"I might spoil your night though?" I sighed feeling really self-conscious now. I didn't really want to talk to many people tonight incase I say something wrong and everything just kicks off like the usual.

"You won't!" She grinned her hands holding onto mine begging me to come out so she'll have someone decent there to have fun with. "You'll be able to pull as well! Well I wouldn't because i have Eden obviously!"

"Fine then..I'll come" I grinned. Juan looked over at me and forced a smile just as they had finished their training for the match, he came over and stood in front of me.

"Are you in a better mood now?" Juan asked sitting next to me taking his boots off at the same time.

"Yes..I suppose" I smiled, a grin jumped onto his face, he obviously didn't mean what he said to me which was a relief.

"So you coming out tonight then?" He asked stroking the palm of my hand.

"I don't know...maybe?" I giggled, Juan was still stroking the palm of my right which was completely adorable.

"I think you should" Juan smiled at me looking straight into my eyes setting off fireworks in my stomach yet again for like the hundredth time today, my crush was growing on him more and more as the days go on and it felt horrible not knowing what he felt towards me and I didn't have the balls to ask him either. Imagine if he said no and I would be left in an awkward position? I could die just thinking about it.