Rivalry

this is not a chapter

Hi! This is not a chapter but it's a author's note. I don't know what to say here but i feel like i need to write to ask you all about my story. The recent chapters which is chapter 14 and 15 feels off or is it just me? I got excited to write this scenes that i almost forgot that they are still not in good terms in the past chapters. Anyways, i need to give them an early proper closure because i want to start giving the plot some steamy or you know, rated 18+ scenes.( Please tell me if you want to because I'm scared if i put some inappropriate scenes others will get mad or uncomfortable.) Btw, about the trauma that Ryan experienced, it's actually my trauma. I was thinking to add that scene to put a reason why ryan hate people touching him. There are some scenes that i just added up. If ryan, didn't cried after what happened to him, i did. After the old man left the bus, someone sat next to me and asked me if I'm ok then hell, i started crying. And by the way, i was sitting in front, specifically behind the driver's seat next to the window. People at the back were sleeping so no one saw or noticed my struggles in front. I don't know if he's really touching my thigh but i could feel it, something was pressing on my thigh. I tried to tell him to move away a little inch from me. he did, but he just keep on coming back.  So please, whenever you're alone on the bus's seat, please do not sit next to the window. Take care always everyone 💛