Jeon Jungkook is a loser - JJK ff

Chapter 31

"No, I'm fine. Just don't be too rough." I gulped. He chuckled at my nervousness.
"You're adorable, do you know that?"
"Thanks." I looked down as he took away the glass from my hands.

"Are you ready?"

Slowly but surely, I nodded yes.

"Can I kiss you?" He chuckled in a deeper voice.

I eagerly nodded yes.

And just like that, he leaned into me and connected his lips with mine.

Magical, absolutely magical.
That's how it felt to kiss Jungkook.
He was sweet and rough at the same time. His lips were nice, soft and pillowy with a chapstick on that tasted of strawberry.

He was careful to wrap his arms around my neck and bit down on my lower lip.
I slowly opened up my mouth even further to let his tongue into my mouth.

He was the perfect balance of rough and passionate all at the same time.
His tongue was practically massaging mine, so naturally I couldn't help but to whine when he pulled away from me.

I opened up my eyes, only to see that he was staring intensely into my eyes.
"You're so fucking hot, Y/N." He connected his lips with mine once again for an intense make out session.

Holy shit, how's he so fucking hot?

He finally let go but grabbed me by the nape softly, "How much do you want me, Y/N?"

It took a while for me to respond but eventually I did answered, "I want you... as in a lot." I was too scared to look at him now.

"Look at me." He growled into my ear, so I did, I obeyed him.

We looked into each other's eyes before he leaned in to kiss me again, but this time it was significantly softer and way more memorable.

He sqeezed lightly around my throat before letting go, only to grab the back of my head in a softer way.

The feelings I felt in this moment were truly indescribable, they were beautiful.
As the butterflies flew around in my stomach, my feelings couldn't help but to grow even stronger for the man who was currently kissing me.

I was hesitant to grab him by the shoulder and kiss him even deeper but I did it anyway. This feeling... felt so right.
So fucking forbidden but so right.
It just felt like it was meant to happen tonight.

I could practically feel the cold air warm up as the tension started to rise between us. His hands lowered down to my waist as he kissed me even deeper than before.

"Do you want me to fuck you?" He pulled away from me and looked down directly into my eyes.

"Yeah." I leaned into his embrace to kiss him again but he pulled away from me.
"Not anymore, I have something else in mind now." He smirked again and pushed his hair back.

Fuck, he's so obnoxiously hot.

"But let's stay quiet, we don't want Jennie to know." He continued.
"Do you have a safe word?"

A safe word? He's so caring.

I couldn't help but to gush over him.
Why is he so good to me?

"Uhm, maybe July?" I internally cringed at my choice but Jungkook just seemed to find it cute. He smiled at me, "You're seriously adorable." He gave me a quick kiss before pushing me on the bed.

"Do you want me to eat you out first?" Jungkook lowered his voice, which made  made the butterflies explode inside of my stomach.

"No, you really don't have to." I looked away from his rather intimidating gaze.
"What if I want to?" He smirked, he put his body over mine and leaned into kiss me again.

His lips were extremely soft and nicely chapped, as if they were personally sculptured by God and the angels themself.

Jungkook's whole body seemed to be personally sculpted by angels, he was just that fucking perfect.

"You're so fucking pretty." I told him and started to smile shyly.
"Why thank you." His eyes were closed as he smiled, which almost made me mistake him for a bunny.

However after a while, he stopped smiling and went back to his serious self before kissing me deeply.

Then he slowly started to trail down my neck. "Please don't give me any hickeys." I moaned slightly, secretly finding pleasure in his kisses.

"You're too good to me." I smiled.
"You deserve it." He chuckled and kissed my neck softly.

I tightly grabbed his shoulder and squeezed it out of pleasure.
"It feels good." I looked down at him, only to see that he was staring intensely back at me.

I felt that specific warmth returned to my body again when he started to smile back at me.

He is so beautiful and swan like.
What did I do to deserve this chance?
I had earlier come to the conclusion that I must've have done something magnificent in my life before this to get this one chance with Jungkook.

"Still don't want me to go down on you?" He raised his one eyebrow.
"I'm fine." I smiled softly at him.
"Should we just cut to the chase then?" He asked and smirked.

"Sure." I said nervously  looking down at him. "Alright then." He suddenly stood up and started to pull down his sweatpants, which made accidentally look down.

Holy shit, there's no way that thing's going to fit inside of me.

But he seemed to notice my nervousness, "You seem scared. Are you okay?" His smirk kind of disappeared.
"No, I'm fine. It's just...."

Then he suddenly understood it.
"Don't worry, I'll use my fingers first." He smiled apologetically and I nodded as a response.

"Remember your safe word?"

"Yeah. It was July."

"Can I?" His fingers softly traced down to my underwear, as I was only was wearing a big T-shirt but I knew what he meant.

"Hmh." I nodded eagerly.

As he started to pull my underwear to the side, a thought struck me.

What about Jennie?

(Y'all, I'm so sorry for not being active, and I just want to be honest with you guys. I was recently hospitalized in a psychiatric facility because of the fact that I was in psychosis, so I wasn't able to write while I was in there, but please don't worry, I'm all better now🥰 I wanted to tell you guys because I thought you deserved to know it. Anyways, have a nice day and if you're feeling sad, please talk with somebody and don't hide it.)