I was left seeing him going , getting disappeared in his car smith came and tapped my shoulder..
" Let me show you your room " he said and I nooded, he was not what he used to be , everytime I cried he used to hug me and make me calm but this time he was different
He was taking me upstairs when Jonathon stopped him
" Smith you didn't told , how was the deal ?" He asked while pouring alcohol in his glass
" We lost it " he said and anger and be clearly seen in his voice and eyes
" Not possible , who took the deal then " Jonathon asked ..
" CHRIS WALTER " as he mentioned the name Jonathon threw the glass on the floor ...
" Aaahhh... Fucking chris , he is gone now " he spitted and went somewhere in the house
I looked at smith as he too looked at me , he still had that feeling of disgust , it was for chris I guess
" Come with me " he said and I followed him
We then stood infront of a door he soon opened... And it turned out to be a big bedroom which I never expected to get from Jonathon
" Your room ", he said and handed me the keys , and was about to leave when I stopped him
" Smith , wait " I said
He stopped on his way and looked back
" Smith , don't lie just tell me have you ever counted me as your sister " I asked and my words almost chocked
" Hazel , listen the truth is... " He was about yo say something but I stopped him
" Smith I know the truth " I cleared and he just nooded
" Just answer my question have you ever loved me as your sister ?" I asked him again
" I did , you were always my little sister until you were sold to chris "
He replied and I was expression less
" Why so ?" I asked him
" Coz I realised that you never considered me as your brother " he said and I was all speechless , his he seriously he was always near to my heart he had a place above from all when I lived with him
" It's not true smith " I replied
" Really , then tell me why you never shared anything with me , you were drug addicted , you went to rehabilitation and lied us that you are going on a trip with your friends , your ex' Rey morris ' cheated you , used your body you never told me , you even did told me that you are part of underground fighting club and you are ' the shadow ' he completed .... He was true I didn't shared anything with him but it had a reason
" Smith , what should I share with you , you too didn't told me that Jonathon is a gangster and you are also part of it , you also never told me the reason behind Jonathon's changed behaviour though I asked you thousands of time , you never answered me why you came so late ? Why mom left us , why Jonathon was so cruel to me ? Did you ever answered my questions , NO you never then how can you expect me to share my life secrets with you ? I asked him
" If this is the thing that I guess we never shared a brother - sister bond " he said and moved two steps back
" And I guess we will never be able to do that " he said and started walking downstairs
I ran to the room I was given , I closed the door and tears started flowing down my eyes , I don't know how will I live with this people , how will I survive , what about chris , I fucking hate my life , everytime , every single time it repeated the person I love always live me , mom the person I trusted , ans thought would be with me in my bad times left me , Rey , my so called boyfriend who said he loved me but he just lust over my body , smith , the person I thought who cared for me , never actually cared for me , and chris , the person I actually loved , the person who really loved me I had to leave him to save his and his parents life... I was already fallen on the floor , crying badly
I only wish death now because nothing could be worse then this I feel like my self more of a toy rather then a human who gets sold anytime . The only place I feel comfortable and safe was with him , his hug , his kiss those are the only memories I am going to survive with , I don't know what will happen with me now , will Jonathon kill me , will he sell me to another person again , will he beat me and use me again to take out his anger ???
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I sat on the floor lifelessly , I don't care how much time it has been since I have locked my self in this room , but now I don't feel anything , I am already dead it seems but somewhere I don't feel guilt to choose this life again because it had save 3 lives or i guess 6 lives ...
Flashback
(* When chris and hazel were talking before leaving *)
" But why they want me ?" I asked
" I don't know " he replied
" But I need your help , I am in a problem and only you can save me " he said
" What happened?"
" Jonathon has filed case against dad and now he is in jail in France , he had somehow found papers of dad illegal business of gun supply and he gave it to police , he told me that if I sent you back then he would let my father out and will also give me my money back with interest , I don't care about money but my dad ... Police is not letting him out though I offered them crores of money and now only Jonathon can save him but for my dad I can't keep your life at risk..." He completed Making me shock , at first I didn't knew what to say but then I thought ,
If Jonathon can make Chris's dad get arrest then he can do many other things he can even sent chris in jail , he can even kill them chris , his parents even Izzy , Noah ,Blake all ... No , I can't let that happen
" You needed my help right ?" I asked
While he nodded yess
" Okay then I am ready to go back to him " I announced but as expected he opposed my decision
" No way you are not going anywhere , you are the most important for me I can't keep your life at risk by sending you there " he said while keeping his hands on my shoulders
" Chris try to understand today he has targeted your father , next time it wil be your mom or Izzy may be you , it can be anyone and i can't let that happen, he just want me so why to risk others life give what he want everything will be okay " I said while removing his hand from my shoulders , he stood there expressionless , I know he didn't expected this but today he need to accept the reality.
" And what about you , you know you are not safe there , he an can do even worse with you from what he used to do earlier ?"
He asked and he was correct , we didn't knew why Jonathon want me back ,and if he want he can do even worse with me
" How much worse , will beat me , will torture me or at last will kill me nothing else and I would prefer to die If it's saving 7 other lives " I said and he was totally shocked
He was still opposing me but then he agreed to sent me back .
Flashback ends.
I am sorry chris I couldn't be with you for long time , I know you loved me even I love you but our destiny wants something else from me .
I am sorry !
TBC
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Next chapter will be of chris's pov to the whole incident!!!
What do you think does chris really love hazel ?
Will he save her ?
What about hazel now ? Will she get those torture again ??
What will be izzy's, Noah and Blake's reaction when they will know about hazel ?
Will hazel able to be strong now ??
Or she will break and surrender to Jonathon ???
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Crossing the gangster
General Fiction. "What the hell is he saying?" I asked smith, who was still persistent on not meeting my eyes. "He is telling the truth, start packing your bags," My father commanded but I brushed it off, my disbelieving gaze still latched onto my brother. I had n...
