Kissing My Kryptonite [GL-Sapphics]

Chapter 18 - Never Again

KISSING MY KRYPTONITE

(A/N: TW // Controlling parents.)

My professor is sleeping with my father.

I cannot in all honesty imagine.

I've been scavenging for my soul since I lost it from my body a few days ago, and I'm still searching. I wanna just distance myself from everybody, dis-identify with my thoughts and all.

In my complex mind, I expected my father to engage in some shady business as usual, but the reality is far worse. Why does it have to be her? This is flippin one of the cheapest twists I've ever had in my life this year because I damn abhor it so much and it fucking hurts. I failed once again and it's the worst feeling in the world.

As I fully grasped, my father is much worse that I thought and my professor, Cordova, is far more complex than I care to think about. For another round, she kicked my knees to my weakest..not in literal sense pero ito 'yung pinakamasakit, at dito rin ako sobrang nanghina kasi parang dinurog niya ako ng pinung-pino.

"Naglalasing ka because of that woman? Tanga mo naman.."

"W-who are you?"

"I told you, that Cordova is a witch. There's no way a playgirl like you who doesn't believe in love will fall into her. She's not even your type, kaya siguradong ginayuma ka lang niya-"

Anger flooded my veins, I snapped my hand to grab her neck weakly, nakasubsob ang muka ko sa table at unti-unti na akong nilalamon ng antok when that annoying voice came.

A thought fluttered in my head that made me rub my eyes to see who's the owner of that voice, na mukang narinig ko na noon.

"Xiomara?"

Mahina akong napabulalas, hindi tumigil sa pagkurap at sinundan ang babaeng mabilis na naglalakad ngayon palabas ng Mix it UP na naglaho nalang sa kumpol ng tao.

Nasa gilid lang ako, hinila ko pa kung saang tagong parte ng bar na 'to ang lamesang ginamit ko dahil gusto ko lang naman matulog nang matiwasay tapos lalapitan ako ng kung sino?

Who is that woman? I highly suspect it's Xiomara because of her voice and the context of what she said.

Goodness sino ba talaga ang taong 'yon? Ngayon ay mas lumakas ang kutob kong kilala ko lang siya, nakakasalamuha araw-araw o nakilala noon pa.

Isa lang sigurado ko, base sa laman ng mga sinabi niya, kilala niya si Professor Cordova..

And what is she implying? Kung totoo mga sinabi niya, noon pa dapat ako tinablan ng gayuma sa sobrang ganda ko. Plenty of women are dying to be with me, begging to get into my pants and be my girlfriend. Kung totoo man ang gayuma, hindi tatalab sa 'kin 'yan kahit kailan.

Xiomara, kung sino ka man, sana hindi ka maging lason ng buhay ko.

The same depressive cycle occurred the next few days; a series of events has been happening in our lives, and I saved my problem to myself because I didn't want to bother my sister and mom.

"What's happening to you, Ezra?!"

"Kanina ka pa rito?" Tinatamad akong napaupo mula sa couch, si Yngrid 'yung nagsalita, I fell asleep at hindi ko na napansin ang pagpasok niya.

We don't have maids kasi mukang desidido na si mom na umalis kami ng bansa, but we do have security guards, and they all know her well, which is why she was able to sneak in.

Makalat ang buong mansion particularly dito sa living room dahil sa mga empty bottles ng beer. I was bored as hell too kaya wala akong ginawa kundi mag-jam mag-isa sa mini bar rito sa bahay.