𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐄 𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐓 | 4town

𝟨 | broken nose

someone call security a fangirl broke in !

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"𝓓o you listen to any boybands?"

Held captive in my uncle's BMW for nearly three hours now doing nothing but repetitively wipe the salty tears that spill out of my turgescent eyes—is not how I wanted to spend my Saturday afternoon.

I stayed silent, blocking any way he tries to initiate small talk, if he thinks this will make me feel more amiable around him he is wrong, right now I feel nothing but resentment.

He took a quick glance expectantly for a reply, a few awkward moments later he probably got the hint that I wasn't going to answer and he drowned the white noise by turning the radio on as one does in a very suspenseful car ride with a niece you know nothing about.

[ You're never not on my mind oh my oh my ]

Usually I'd hate hearing this, but right now my field of vision blurs—because I never realized how 4town songs reminds me of my friends so much, memories flashed in the back of my mind like lanterns staying afloat mid-air, it felt warm and familiar. I shunned the bitter feeling that came with it.

My uncle chuckled turning the volume louder,

"Gosh I love them, do you? Girls your age go crazy for these guys!"

I rolled my eyes craning my body to face the unfocused view of the city, the bumpy road caused me to hit my head against the cool window and I yelped in pain from the loud thud, I'm having the worst of luck lately.
Going under a dark tunnel I saw the reflection of my uncle from the tinted window and he looked crestfallen, I'm not sure if I should feel even an atom of guilt—He needs to understand why I'm acting the way that I am.

16 hours ago

"I'm not coming with him! Are you crazy? I barely even know the guy!"

I was in my dad's room having this heated conversation, it defeats the purpose of having privacy when I'm pretty sure my uncle and friends can ear the whole tirade with our paper thin walls,

"That's why he's here to get to know you. You should give the guy some credit for the effort." My dad's tone was stern and cold, shouldn't he be against this? There must've been a reason why my mom never talked about Jonah.